2 month updateIt has been 2 months since i left him and i am afraid to say he has only gotten worse. He no longer is the same person, he is just a drug addict.. I wonder if he misses me and i wonder if he ever asks about me but i promised myself i will never go... See More »
I left him like you all told me toI saw him yesterday and told him that i no longer want to continue this because it is toxic. He just told me “whatever you want”. No surprised face, he wasnt even sad, no nothing. We talked for like an hour i told him everything that annoyed me, and... See More »
Should i end it?Ive talked to him about this once, that he doesnt pay attention to me enough, he doesnt think about me enough, perhaps that he thinks i will always be there, too scared to leave him. He said hed change. Its been a couple of weeks. I dont see change.... See More »
What am i doingShould I just leave him? Im not happy. So much is going on in my head i cant even explain my own thoughts about him. I know two things though, that I deserve better and that once i leave i will want to come back.
Why do i leave when someone actually loves me?I self sabotage so much im so tired. Even after finding the right person to be with that treats me well and loves me, i just want to leave them behind just to become alone and then want them back. Am i not made for a relationship? Am i just... See More »
back onto hereIts been so long… last time i was on here i was in the worst state id ever been in.. im better now i think although i am a bit lonely.. im scared i wont experience teenage love, a one in a lifetime thing. No one has interest in me and if anyone does... See More »
I dont know what to dooo 😔😔Theres this guy that i like A LOT and we have been talking for months now and he has dropped many hints (romantic hints) and last friday we went out and it went sooo well! It wasn’t awkward at all and i had fun really but i have my doubts that he... See More »
Hey everyone!!!!!!!Ive been doing better, at least the last week or so.. I visited my cousins and i cut off a toxic friend. But things are… wrong again. Im smoking again and im going to relapse again. Im sure of it (20 days sh free)
Hey yall❤️😅 hahahahahIm back! I got discharged from the hospital today. Im happy i lived but im sure i will be depressed once im back in school. Wish me luck🙏
I dont know what i am doing wrong..School has started for a month now and obviously i like a boy… he was in my class for the first few days and i could always see him staring at me. I thought that he might like me and slowly i started developing more feelings for him. I have a friend... See More »
Am I delusional??Hi. Im back here again. I went outside today and i even uploaded a story of myself on instagram. A very well known person in my city liked it. I thought wow thats a surprise. It was also a surprise that when i followed him, he didnt only accept my... See More »
Im tired all the timeIm sad. Im tired physically and mentally. I cant get myself out of bed in the morning… i dont go out, i never go to the beach which i loved going to, i dont see my favorite people anymore and im basically miserable. I cant do this anymore.
I miss my exI miss him. I miss our something special. I miss the way he would tell me to be careful when i went outside. I miss the way he would make me laugh. I miss us. We don’t talk now.. but i want it to go back. He hurt me but what we had was special. He... See More »
