Ive been doing better, at least the last week or so.. I visited my cousins and i cut off a toxic friend. But things are… wrong again. Im smoking again and im going to relapse again. Im sure of it (20 days sh free)
@happygoluckygal im trying to draw in my free time and start new series but when im outside the only thing i want is a cigarette in my mouth… I’ve tried gum and stuff but idk it just feels like me. Like home, when i smoke.
SW-User
Sorry that the stress is getting to you. Especially the smoking idea. Hope you can find other outlets for it