back onto here

Its been so long… last time i was on here i was in the worst state id ever been in.. im better now i think although i am a bit lonely.. im scared i wont experience teenage love, a one in a lifetime thing. No one has interest in me and if anyone does have its only small hints.. theres this guy now that danced with me at the club last Saturday and then he followed me and looked at me outside but its tiring because he never messaged me or liked my stories