I miss experience projectI miss the community we had, the willingness to help with any problem, now we are all mindless zombies who are looking for the cheap laugh.
Requiem of a madmanWhilst i write this over a glass of bourbon, a bozarre clarity washes over... the relationship of 6 years is over, though we cohabitate for the young ones sake my heart does not belong to her anymore, my heart seeks another, the hopeless romanticism...See More »
Shattered beyond beliefI've posted here before about it, but my girlfriend of 5 years has been cheating on me nonstop and has finally decided to leave, I'm beside myself with grief and a mountain of debt from the relationship that is just unreal, I wish I could make...See More »
I Am Scared That Ill Never Meet the OneEverytime I think I do... they throw me away like I'm trash....it hurts getting close anymore...
I Am LonelyHow life changes in a moment, one second you have a hundred people to turn to, a dozen people who love you and the next.....you're alone, your heart holds no merit and not a soul loves you, I've done things I'm not proud of, sure, but why must the...See More »
I Fight Depression and Loneliness EverydayI just don't know for how long, til I give up, crack under pressure and finally stop caring why I hang onto life..... why must every rose be in a different garden, why must every spring be behind 100 foot unscalable walls... I try to do right by...See More »
I Have A Hurting HeartThe path life has taken me, makes my heart ache, being forced to see everyone else so happy... knowing full well I won't be that happy... I don't know if its even worth trying anymore...
I Appreciate the Little Things In LifeThe smell of fresh lilacs blooming in the spring, the sound of rain on my window, the smell of fresh cut grass, the crackle of a bonfire, the smell of the Burning wood, the smell of bacon in the morning, the little things...
I Long For Someone to Really Know MeChapter 3, ive mentioned before that within a single year I lost 3 people very close to me, though faded memories they are to some, to me they still haunt my dreams..... when I was in school I got beat up nearly every single day, one day after school...See More »
I Act Older Than My AgeThis is all related to how I grew up, I grew up in a bad neighborhood that still makes people painfully say "oh god" I was exposed to mass crime, gun violence and death, I still have a puncture wound below my heart from when a bully stabbed me with a...See More »
I Am Afraid of RejectionBut to be treated like I don't matter..... after the life I've lived to this point, where all I wanted was someone to see me as I never can...... but I was stupid to think otherwise...
I Don't Like GoodbyesBut when you tell me about your new life and how happy you are with a new beau....... I am not the type to tell you how heartbroken I am.
I Like It When It RainsI love everything about it, the thick clouds that block out the sun, the flash of lightning and the crackle of thunder, the pitter patter of the raindrops hitting the concrete, and the smell awakens my every sense, releasing endorphins letting me...See More »
I Would Like to See What My Future HoldsI'd like to wake up and the world be different.... where common courtesy and chivalry exists again in abundance, a world where people don't steal...... where people don't want to cause harm to others....... all of its a dream that can never be
I Feel AloneEvery day the feeling gets worse, I let people in and watch them immediately leave.... it's getting harder to pretend I'm not dead inside
I Wish I Was In a Great RelationshipI have a lot of love to give, I've been told I feel things deeper than most, so it makes me more empathetic to situations, Im more of a listener than a talker..... and I have a fairly good job..... and yet single.. . Perplexing...
I Have a Broken HeartEvery time I think I find the person who's going to help mend the wounds.... they seem to open the wounds deeper, someone who I fell for six years ago actually started talking to me again.. telling me she loved me and gave me the ultimatum either I...See More »
