It can sometimes feel that way. Once your heart heals things will seem brighter. Find things you enjoy. Find something in your day that makes you smile. Focus on the little things. Life is all about our choices and our attitude. I'm often sad and melancholy these days, but I'm getting better slowly. I try to focus on the good, to be grateful, to believe in joy and wonder, and it helps. We don't know what the future holds. I believe I will be happy again. Maybe a shift in your attitude will help attract what you want...