I Battle Bipolar DisorderIt's exhausting. I get manic in the morning and then agitated and angry in the afternoon and depressed at night....everyday. I have abilify to help me sleep cuz without it I would probably be up all night. I have mixed bipolar :/ and if I'm under...See More »
I Battle DepressionBlack-and-white. That's all she can say. Everything she looks that, everyone she comes into contact with, everywhere she goes, just black-and-white. Yes or no; is or isn't, good or evil. Never in between. That kind of thing doesn't exist. Gray is in...See More »
I Battle DepressionIt's hard. It's hard trying to escape what you are. I've been doing it for 19 years. I've been trying to run away from my mom but I can't. I can't escape the memory of her, no matter how hard I try. I'm a spitting image of her. She was diagnosed with...See More »
Why am I so depressed all the time? I have bpd and it sucks nobody understands me and I just hate feeling alone
I Battle DepressionBrainsick. Separated from the world. She feels like she is the only one left in the world. Have you ever felt like this? Like nobody else exists anymore, and even your own reflection as a closet full of lies? You see cars pass, but believe that...See More »
I Battle DepressionPool of filth. Congested; the entire world is congested. She inhales nothing but smoke, dust; nothing clean, nothing pure. She will try to take a breath, but nothing will come. Instead her lungs fill with poison, venom; hatred. Consuming pain,...See More »
I Am Suffering With Borderline Personality DisorderCaged. Heavy; light; pounding; relaxing; broken; glued. This is what goes on inside her head, because this is who she is; a girl diagnosed with borderline personality disorder. She never knows what to expect; never knows when a trigger is going to...See More »
I Depression Has Killed My Entire LifeConcealed. She pulls into the parking lot. She takes one look into the review mirror, catches a glimpse of herself, and turns away in disgust. She opens her purse, takes out the $50 makeup kit and gets to work. She tries to cover up her flaws, modify...See More »
I Want Death To Take MeVenom. It stings. Every teardrop, every breath hurts like hell. The monster is screaming inside her head, calling her crazy and reminding her of her own mistakes and faults. He calls her stupid and tells her she needs help. Every syllable is like a...See More »
I Wish You Knew My PainEmpty. She's got nothing; no scream, cry, laugh, she barely even has a voice. Now she's got a new symptom; pain. Physical pain. Her arms and legs feel like they have bruises on them, but there is nothing there. She sleeps all the time too. This girl...See More »
I Think I Am Going InsaneHell bound- she's on the brink if destruction. It was all it took for her to go completely numb. The monster said everyone would be happier with her out of the picture. They called her names, told her that no one likes her. She forces herself to go...See More »
I Just Want To Close My EyesI remember. I remember hurt. I remember pain. I remember not seeing anything. I remember not hearing anything. I remember his hand on my shoulder. I remember he was wearing sweatpants. I remember him begging. I remember tears. I remember blood. I...See More »
I Am Afraid I Will Disappear One DayExploding... She did it again. She made a mistake. The one thing she wasn't allowed to do and she did it. She was supposed to be perfect; an angel. She held the key to her past. The girl was feeling confident. She thought she...See More »