I Want Death To Take Me

Venom. It stings. Every teardrop, every breath hurts like hell. The monster is screaming inside her head, calling her crazy and reminding her of her own mistakes and faults. He calls her stupid and tells her she needs help. Every syllable is like a knife being pierced firmly into her chest cavity. Every word is like acid being shoved into her veins and she can feel it circulating through her muscles, joints, nerves, reaching every square inch of her body until all she's filled with is poison. She is nothing but poison, and each second that the poison stays the more she feel she is losing herself. There is too much poison… Too much venom… And it's slowly killing her. She collapsed to the floor, and is on her hands and knees with her eyes closed. Every breath she takes, she Inhales another insult. Her Heart rate is rising, and she can hear her tiny heart pounding in her ears. She is shaking and it took her a minute to realize that the insults are killing her literally. She finally closes her eyes and lets the poison gain control and finish what it started.