I Loved You Then, I Love You Now And I Will Love You AlwaysPainfully Beautiful And so time stopped once more, And so your fingertips danced on my lips light as a feather, What were sparks when instead of them all we had, fire. Fire to breathe, the fire a need, A need to be close, a need to be nearer.... See More »
I Lost Myself AgainHelp, I lost myself again - Billie Eilish Everyone is addicted to something and you are by far my favourite thing to be addicted to. Not the fine lines on my skin, Not the puffs of smoke, Not the whiskey neats. You; and its not because you make me... See More »
I Am Sorry I Am Not What You WantDear Mum and Dad, I am sorry I am not what you want in a daughter.I am sorry I will never be perfect. I am sorry I will never be the person you wanted me to be. All I can do is apologise. Apologise for being weak, not trying enough but most of all... See More »
I Am BrokenOne thing is for certain, my emotions have been flooding back, the dams have broken and I am left a crumbled mess on the floor, once again broken, once again trying to pick up the glass pieces. Left holding on to a thin piece of string separating the... See More »
I accidentally had a few drinks and forgot I had taken my medication. Should I call my doctor? I googled and its very mind symptoms ?
I Love More Than I ShouldI wish that you knew that every time I held your hand I savoured the warmth emitting from your skin . That every time I traced patterns across your palm I relished in the smooth yet rough texture of it .I wish that you knew that the same texture and... See More »
I Am BrokenWould you ever pick a wilted flower ? Would you buy a book with its spine damaged-pages coming apart ? Would you find beauty in my scars that dance my tan skin like a river meandering on a map ? Would you look at my tired eyes and my chapped lips... See More »
If letting go will make you happy. Would you ? What if being alone is the only happiness you want ? Would you let everyone go ?
I Am Tired of Hiding What I AmI am tired of being strong. Of pretending like everything is okay. The mask I have perfected its beginning to give way, and it terrifies me that one day, it will fall and I may not like what I see in the mirror. What if I don't like me ?
I SelfharmControl. Thats how it all starts. You convince yourself that it will never get too bad. You convince yourself that you won’t let it control the aspects of your life. But what no one will tell you- control is just a fantasy. Because I promise you... See More »
I SelfharmSelf hate. Such a strong word. A word that evokes different taught in different people. God knows there is no way to save us, all desperately trying to win a war that can't be won. You tell me I say I am ugly to get compliments but what you do not... See More »
