I Am Broken

One thing is for certain, my emotions have been flooding back, the dams have broken and I am left a crumbled mess on the floor, once again broken, once again trying to pick up the glass pieces. Left holding on to a thin piece of string separating the faint line from being thrown forever into the depths of hell, my fingers bleeding as I climb my way up the craters of hell only to be pushed back down farther than I was before. The same song playing in the background and the same water cascading down my back. Nothing stops the pain. Nothing stops the aching.

" I am barely living, just silently praying for an accident so that no one will blame themselves for something I have wanted all along " -Tumblr