Vent, againWhy can't I ever feel normal? I'm having fun with friends and still I'm so down, like the minute I'm on my own a black hole opens up and swallows me. I feel like they hate me, even if I should know that they don't. I can't feel the right way about... See More »
Small VentI kind of want to get myself a binder but my biggest fear right now is that it'd make me realize things about myself and my gender that I don't want to know.
No one caresI think in the end, when I fall apart indefinitely no one will care. No one really actually cares about me and no one loves me.
What is wrong with meOn the weekend I just want to spend time with my mom. I want to spend time in the living room without anyone commenting on me leaving my room. I don't want my mom to be annoyed with me. I want to spend time with her without her seeming so eager for... See More »
A question for ao3 users Poll (1) See Poll OptionsI have a question. Sometimes I write stories on ao3 and it's been getting a bit more stressful in my life. How long is your grace period? How long do... See More »
I apparently can't do anything rightSo my mom and her boyfriend often complain about my brother and me smelling bad. Ok, I can see that and I can accept that. I'm a teenager and I will be smelling like this for at least a few more years. I thought that maybe it would be nice to try... See More »
I don't know what to do hereI stay in my room a lot throughout the day and I don't come out just like that a lot. And yet when I come out of my room on my own and I try to talk to or ask my mom something she shuts me down. The tells me I'm asking too many questions, acts like... See More »
What am I supposed to doThe fact that I'm overweight probably stems from the fact my grandmother wouldn't respect my mother wishes. The only thing my father does is manipulate other people. My mom is always so passive aggressive that even if she apologizes it sounds like an... See More »
I need professional helpMost of the times I talk to my mom she responds in a sort of annoyed grunt. I don't know if this is my fault or if it's something else but it makes me feel as though to her talking to me is a chore. An annoying thing she just has to accept. I hate... See More »
Why can't I have nice thingsMy mom but mostly her boyfriend, they make these stupid remarks about me not doing enough housework. I hate it. It upsets me and I cry every time they do this. Yet if I bring up how I find that unfair as I do quite a lot around the house and for... See More »
I love overhearing conversationsMy brother has just recently skipped school. It wasn't that big of a deal, he overslept and my mom was pretty pissed. But again nothing big but he then decided to lie to my mom about it and is now in some trouble. For a bit if background info, I've... See More »
I'm feeling mehI noticed that because of my weight I tend to avoid exercises (especially in PE) where I'd need someone to assist me in holding me up etc. because I'm afraid that I'm too heavy for them to hold me. This is sad because I never learned how to do a... See More »
I am stupidI just noticed that the pain I always felt when only eating quark all day wasn't because of the quark itself but because of my hunger. I love being lied to because I'm fat...
For once not a rantHonestly I'm really glad that people on here are so kind to me. I usually only post when I need to vent or am having a bad day but I'm just really really happy about the support on here. Thank you all very very much!
Why am I like this?I can't believe I'm upset over this but I was supposed to study for a test with my mom. Nothing big. But she just seems to do everything she can to not have to study with me. Like she'll have to print this important thing or she "called her boyfriend... See More »
My cat's acting wierdSo a bit ago my cat appeared out of one of her hiding places and ever since then she's been behaving scared-ish. I mean when someone walks up to her (with her being in her cat tree) her pupils widen extremely. When I do it she relaxes once she... See More »
Am I broken?I feel like I can't feel empathy for my brother whenever he's sick because I just always feel like it's so unfair that he gets treated so well and I didn't. When I young no one ever really bothered to bring me to a doctor for anything so everything I... See More »
I have a questionI'm very interested in Alcatraz movies at the moment. If anyone has recommendations I'd really appreciate it!
I'm doing good Poll (3) See Poll OptionsI have been kinda stressed with school and test and such but I just wanted to say: I am actually not feeling terrible right now. I got a new haircut... See More »
Exceptionally GoodI've had a nice day today,it was peaceful and quiet and I did some things that I like. I showered and washed my hair and also had a nice meal. I wish you all the best of luck <3
I feel horribleMy family seems to ignore every Problem that I have and tells me I'm doing good enough. I can't even get therapy because my parents will just wait until I've given up. Anyways...it's the 3rd of January and I just had my very first mental breakdown... See More »
