How I Lost 18 PoundsI’ve lost 18 pounds recently. And I did it by using a calorie calculator to determine how many calories someone my gender and height needed each day. Once I figured that out, I prioritized foods that were specifically high in protein, low in carbs a... See More »
Bladerunner 2049 is one of my favorite filmsRodger Deakins knocked it out of the park with his cinematography and lighting. It’s one of the most well shot and composed films ever made. When I think of some of the best visual storytellers in the world, Sergio Leone and Rodger Deakins both... See More » (1)
What keeps you going when life gets hard?I’ve been having a hard time lately. Dealing with loneliness and depression this winter season. I’m curious, what keeps you going? How do you pick yourself back up?
Reading a good book by the fireplaceNothing is more peaceful to me. The sound of a fireplace cracking. Music in the distance. Your imagination coming to life: It feels like home.
Learning to feel joy without guiltI went out with a group of friends the other night. We had dinner together and laughed a lot. I could obsess and overthink about all the things I said or did. But I deserve to feel joy without feeling guilty about it. I am more than my flaws. I... See More »
My messy collection of wordsI’m falling again. It’s not for me. This life. Human beings are horrible and I must defend myself. No one else will defend me. No one else cares. I am an idea, a maimed mind that mistakenly thought itself a human being. I am a daughter, a... See More »
People are ExhaustingMy mind starts to wander and I feel so exhausted. Never knowing who is safe to be around. Never knowing who I can trust. I say exactly how I feel. And yet I live in a world where nobody else does. Everyone else hides and stabs me from a safe... See More »
Dark PoetryThe Sound of The End Midnight chimes mark the hour All the colors fade away Down goes the tower Ancient bricks turned to clay Beyond the angels above Lay the devils beneath Broken glass, my love Razor blades in your teeth
Dark PoetryWritten By Me “You’re nothing but skin and bone!” The only part of me you like anyway When I smile, I smile alone Hopin’ this key will fit any day Would you save me If I wasn’t pretty? This world is kill or be killed Confusing love and... See More »
Another Dark PoemThe Longest Train I wander through the hurting noise. Children laughing, people waving. Grown adults still play with toys. Rewards for your slaving. To walk for so long. This fog around my neck, a collar. They tell me I’m strong. When... See More »
A Dark PoemI dream of yesterday. Our hands once joined. Memories are the price we pay. Forever lost to the void. Even now what was then. Soon will always be. My love, to see you again. A heart of grief, an endless sea. Think of me sometimes When you... See More »
Using Oppenheimer’s 1939 Black Hole Model TodayBlack holes were largely a purely speculative idea in the early 20th century. A concept while theoretically possible, was still not a solid or agreed upon idea in the realm of physics. Largely because the classical physics of old could not account... See More » (4)
A portrait of Elizabeth Wormeley, my 10th great grandaunt Born November 16th 1613 Died January 31st 1698 (1)
Some Dark Poetry A beach, ocean waves of the morning. In those waters, who I used to be. Her smile so adorning. Her smile so free. A raging light of glee. But the deeper we swim, the darker the sea. (1)
A poem for a friendIf I could tell you of a man, who gave too much and received too little. Who found a way to keep giving even when the world fell apart. Who loved a girl that just like him; had lost their way. Yet they found each other anyway. We cried on quiet... See More »
The meaning behind my usernameSo a few (moronic) people here think that my username is narcissistic. They think that by calling myself the “Queen” of Zaun I’m being full of myself. When they don’t even understand the meaning of my username. I call myself the “Queen of Zaun”... See More »
Religion is a coping mechanism for people too afraid to take the world at face valueWe live on a rotating rock in space that so happened to be the correct distance from the energy of the sun for molecular chemical reactions to take place amongst atoms, hydrogen, oxygen and sub atomic particles to create single celled organisms that... See More »
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