I Don't Like The Sound Of My VoiceWhen I was a kid, other kids would say my voice was too high. To quote, they would say my voice was really "squeaky". I couldn't tell but a LOT of kids would say that to me so it would bother me. So I ended up with a habit of deepening my voice... See More »
I Am An AtheistI was born into a Muslim family and believed in Islam until I made the conscious decision to leave at around age 14 or 15. I'm almost 16 now. But if anyone asked, I would say I left at 13. Because that's when I developed a new perspective on certain... See More »
I Am AgenderSo I got an email saying "read this entry you wrote two years ago!!1!" on a journal site that I forgot I signed up to. I would've been, what, 13 at the time? There were like 4 entries and one of them was about how I was horribly insecure, and there... See More »
I Have A Confession To MakeDon't touch me; I'm annoyed and I want to break something or deck someone.
I Might Put My Ep Account On VacationYep. Sorry guys, short notice but I'm not logging in here anymore. I don't know when I'll next log in. I didn't think I'd ever have to do this, but wow, I'm really sick of this site. Anyway, I shall leave you with this iconic 25 second song. I'm out.... See More »
When did you join EP?I made my first account in August 2013, but I deleted and came back a few times.
I Have Random ThoughtsIt's so depressing that I can't fit into the bathtub like I could when I was little.
I Have a ConfessionMy addiction to maladaptive daydreaming / compulsive daydreaming is something among many other things that I try to talk about, but never really manage to fluently talk about without saying something like, "it's difficult to explain" or "I don't know... See More »
I Am Anxious All the TimeThe thing about anxiety is that it's so difficult to describe, especially for someone as inarticulate as me. But in and out of an episode, I always get this tight, gripping sensation in my chest, which is really annoying, because I focus on it too... See More »
I Am Having a Bad DayI usually don't have to write about my bad days, because I have anger bursts that deal with everything for me (my mind just doesn't let me bottle things up). But today, nobody p!ssed me off, nothing particularly got in my way, but multiple things... See More »
I Hate People Who Make You Feel Special And Then LeaveIt's sad, isn't it? You meet someone. You two get close. Everything's great for a while. You talk a lot. You tell them a lot. They know a lot. About you. They're different from everyone else somehow. Then someone stops trying. Something happens.... See More »
I Have a ConfessionI like to knit. Textiles is a hobby of mine. I learned how to knit when I was 11. I haven't done any knitting recently, actually. I've lost motivation to do anything that usually interests me these days. When you knit, you sometimes will... See More »
I Have a ConfessionIf there's a type of day that I hate more than my normal day, it's my people-anxious days. And it's not like OCPD-anxious, which I've kinda learned to deal with (mostly), it's different. Situations change, problems come and go, and with each new... See More »
I Am Sick and Tired of Being Sick and TiredI don't think all the sleep in the world can cure the tiredness I feel about life right now. I'm so unmotivated to put up with anything anymore. Waking up to the same, tedious, repetitive routine EVERY SINGLE FVCKING DAY, I really can't be bothered.... See More »
I Am A NerdLets see... When I get into something, I REALLY get into it. I guess that's what defines a "nerd" without being too stereotypical. My nerd zones are computers, internet, video games (I know everything about Nintendo products), pandas (a bit of an... See More »
I Love PandasAre pandas not the most perfect beings on the face of the earth?? o.o They're cute, cuddly, and they're black, white and Asian, all at the same time!! x3 They're so great. I love them so much, and they make me so fangirly. o.o
I Have a ConfessionI think I can endure this last week before the week's long break. But dayum, I'm so tired. D: I don't even know why I feel so drained and stuff. D'x Things are amazing, except my mood. o.o My feelings are all over the place for no reason at all. Oh,... See More »
I Suffer From Maladaptive Daydreaming [Daydreaming]This has been an issue ever since I was about 7. One night, I couldn't sleep and I was bored, so I made up a story about a girl on a pirate ship with her little minions, that took the shape of coloured gummy bears. The stories I made up in my head... See More »
I Don't Want To RememberThere's something that I want to move on from and forget, but it's really fudging difficult and I don't know why. A few months ago, I used to walk into class, and I always felt so low that I couldn't feel anything at all. Numb and empty. I even took... See More »
I Am Wondering What the Point In Living IsI don't like this. I don't really think I'm "depressed" or suicidal. I'm just tired. I don't know. I just don't like living. Waking up and doing the same things every day, I don't like it. I'm bored of it. I want it to end. But I don't want to kill... See More »
I Appreciate My FriendsThanks, guys, for putting up with my weird, nerdy, dorky, clumsy, awkward self. x3 I'm so blessed to have people like you guys love me regardless of being such an idiot most of the time. :D Stay awesome!! x
I Can't Understand People SometimesI'm at school when the teacher steps outside for one second and one of the students starts passing around a shisha pen [it's a type of "drug", I guess, I'm not too sure myself, for those of you that don't know what it is]. Then the teacher comes back... See More »
