I Have a Confession
If there's a type of day that I hate more than my normal day, it's my people-anxious days.
And it's not like OCPD-anxious, which I've kinda learned to deal with (mostly), it's different. Situations change, problems come and go, and with each new problem come it's set of worries.
Now, my problem can be LONG gone, but I'll still worry about it. Say it has another person involved. Say that person was an amazing friend of mine that I trusted. Say that person broke that trust.
And now, I'm trying to trust them again, but then I get thoughts like, "isn't he/she prone to doing that again?" - and these thoughts cause me to push people away and just... ugh.
And it's not like OCPD-anxious, which I've kinda learned to deal with (mostly), it's different. Situations change, problems come and go, and with each new problem come it's set of worries.
Now, my problem can be LONG gone, but I'll still worry about it. Say it has another person involved. Say that person was an amazing friend of mine that I trusted. Say that person broke that trust.
And now, I'm trying to trust them again, but then I get thoughts like, "isn't he/she prone to doing that again?" - and these thoughts cause me to push people away and just... ugh.
