I'm a Parasocial Secret Admirer (platonic)There are people on this site who i never talk to but seeing them post makes me so happy to the point i feel like best friends lol. This is so weird to even say because i realize how embarrassing it is but I'm certain that they don't know i feel that...See More Β»
I need surgery soon :(For my wisdom teeth lol. I need to get all of them out but one is positioned really badly and it won't be easy for them to get out which doesn't sound fun ππ but it should mean this pain will be over!
This place genuinely scares me.Like an actual full on fear. I'm scared of some of the posts and people here, like it feels haunted. Like an unsettling haunting feeling. No idea why! And then i give myself extra heebiejeebies when i think that the posts are by real people...See More Β»
I can't stand baby sitting πI'm good at it and i need money but omg even being a mother doesn't make this less exhausting or frustrating π And boys are just SO FREAKING WEIRD.
Well its was fun to be back but goodnightThe internet went out so I'm just gonna go to sleep lol, i hope you all have a good rest of your day
I miss when id spend a whole day posting random shit on hereI'm hardly ever here anymore but i kinda miss it in some ways, but i hope everyone is doing good π€
I'm really just tired of itLike maybe id rather you just say you don't want to be friends anymore rather than constantly treating me like shit and like i dont matter whatsoever but whatever I'm done with it too
I've been doing great latelyEverything in my life has gotten a lot better. Being a mother is all I've wanted so far. My hobbies have been enjoyable. I have some pretty serious and important things coming up this weekend+ but all i can do is pray everything will be okay π it...See More Β»
People suck so much.I'm trying to reconnect with someone after somebody else slandered and lied to them about me. Its been months so hopefully it goes well..
I'm officially a mother now πNot much more to say, but thought i should update π as of the morning of November 30th π
Update on that robberyMy neighbor is italian and i talked to her about it and she was really shocked and said shes going to try and find out who it was and make a report about it I'm completely fine but im more scared if it happened to someone who was younger than me and...See More Β»
Updated my Bio β οΈπMy last one came off very unfriendly (if anyone even knows what it was) but i consider myself to be a friendly person lol so i thought i should change it
Someone just tried to rob me?This literally happened within the last hour I'm okay and nothing is bad except I'm only feeling more anxious as time goes by I was at the park as the sun went down which wasnt a great idea, especially in hindsight But i was just relaxing and...See More Β»
I am starting to fear being a motherRegret? No. Just thinking about how difficult little kids can be sometimes... it makes me worried to think about. I really want a baby but now that I'm having one it scares me
Update the card thing went fine πI was scared cause he sent me a bland and dead "Thank you" that i wouldve guaranteed would be after my mom says "Make sure to tell them thank you" But then we face timed and it felt a lot more nice and genuine and he liked it π
I wrote my step dad a father's day cardBut now I'm embarrassed of it and want to take it back before he reads it but i can't π£
Big Life Update: I'm blessed and don't know whats nextππΌUnexpected pregnancy is something i did not expect to deal with. I've always wanted to be a mother but i had issues getting pregnant because my uterus is bicornuate I was always told that conceiving would be difficult Even though I've always wanted...See More Β»