I need genuine help:(I want to break up with my partner but i dont know how to. Ive wanted to for a while now but havent said anything, theyre a great person and have done nothing to make me hate them, but i just think ive fallen out of love. I feel so horrible for it. I... See More »
Is it toxic when my partner threatens to k themselves if i leave them?Genuine question. I never gave it a second thought until someone told me off that it was toxic behavior. I feel bad trhing to label them as toxic when yhey havent done bad things to me. Or maybe they did and it just went over my head.
Post graduation plans.Ones i graduate from highschool, my friends will never see me again. Im going to run away and block everyone i called a friend in highschool. Im going to disappear from their lives like they knew i would. Graduation is in a few months and im going to... See More »
Im scared I'll leave herMy gf took a college entrance exam and im rooting for her and fully support her but a part of me is scared that what if when she gets accepted, she'll have to move far away bcz that college is like a whole ass 20hrs or more away and i CANNOT deal... See More »
Sucks to suck igIve just gotten a tooth removed, it was pretty butal. But the biggest heartbreak of all is not being able to have sweets anymore. Its absolute torture having to refrsin from chocolate. Its driving me crazy. This is such a skill issue lol
Ramble on my abandonment issues lolToday my friend told me I was going to leave her ones we graduate and that im replacable. She's probably projecting on me, but i cant help but think its true when ive always put on this armor, to abandon them first or emotionally detach myself for... See More »
I hate friendships that demand so much from meLEAVE ME ALONE¡!!!!!-&-&@(×,[#(×)+ Maybe i am just an avoidant attachment who gets defensive when things demand more than the bare minimum from me... 😞
Hate me a little longer pleaseYou say you love me but sometimes I don't feel like you even like me. Not even the slightest. Sometimes I hate you. But I can never tell you that. Sometimes I feel stupid and trapped. Sometimes you make me feel bad abt myself. Sometimes you make me... See More »
Im poor asf bruhI rlly wanna get a diagnosis but im broke asf. Theres smfhn wrong w me, i just dont know what exactly. Maybe BPD but idk
Im ok now frIve been feeling better lately... it makes me anxious of what will happen after this high
Im so coldThe days are getting colder and im not taking it well. Im shaking and my palms are ice cold. I dont like the cold, it makes me sad. I dont wanna fall into a hole again. Class keeps suspending bcz of a typhoon and its actually driving me crazy just... See More »
I think im cookedIve been taking pills soooo much. At first it was for my tooth and now idunno everytime i feel bad ill take one. I think ive had 5 this week. Antibjotics
Im so doneeI wana disconnect from the world, pull away from everyone. Stop giving a shit. Regress into the worst version of myself. I just wanna disappear again. For months. I wanna live life on autopilot again. I wanna have the same day over and over while... See More »
Again and againI did it again. Surprise surprise. I pushed everyone away from me again. I keep rejecting everyone who tries to get close to me. Its been exactly a minth since i started shutting everyone out. Since i started ignoring my friends, my surroundings, my... See More »
I hate it hereIt doesnt matter. Nothing i do matters. Nothing i say matters. I dont even matter. So what does it matter? They'll never listen to me, i just wanted to help. I wanted to help my struggling parents. I was gonna sell my old phone for 1,700. Keep the... See More »
How to not hate myself?I hate myself. I hate everything that i am. I hate my body, my voice, my hair, my personality, my laugh, my sense of anything. I dont want to hate myself. I hate hating myself. But i cant stop just looking in the mirror and hating the reflection. I... See More »
