Im ok now frIve been feeling better lately... it makes me anxious of what will happen after this high
Im so coldThe days are getting colder and im not taking it well. Im shaking and my palms are ice cold. I dont like the cold, it makes me sad. I dont wanna fall into a hole again. Class keeps suspending bcz of a typhoon and its actually driving me crazy just... See More »
I think im cookedIve been taking pills soooo much. At first it was for my tooth and now idunno everytime i feel bad ill take one. I think ive had 5 this week. Antibjotics
Im so doneeI wana disconnect from the world, pull away from everyone. Stop giving a shit. Regress into the worst version of myself. I just wanna disappear again. For months. I wanna live life on autopilot again. I wanna have the same day over and over while... See More »
Again and againI did it again. Surprise surprise. I pushed everyone away from me again. I keep rejecting everyone who tries to get close to me. Its been exactly a minth since i started shutting everyone out. Since i started ignoring my friends, my surroundings, my... See More »
I hate it hereIt doesnt matter. Nothing i do matters. Nothing i say matters. I dont even matter. So what does it matter? They'll never listen to me, i just wanted to help. I wanted to help my struggling parents. I was gonna sell my old phone for 1,700. Keep the... See More »
How to not hate myself?I hate myself. I hate everything that i am. I hate my body, my voice, my hair, my personality, my laugh, my sense of anything. I dont want to hate myself. I hate hating myself. But i cant stop just looking in the mirror and hating the reflection. I... See More »
