Im so coldThe days are getting colder and im not taking it well. Im shaking and my palms are ice cold. I dont like the cold, it makes me sad. I dont wanna fall into a hole again. Class keeps suspending bcz of a typhoon and its actually driving me crazy just... See More »
I think im cookedIve been taking pills soooo much. At first it was for my tooth and now idunno everytime i feel bad ill take one. I think ive had 5 this week. Antibjotics
Im so doneeI wana disconnect from the world, pull away from everyone. Stop giving a shit. Regress into the worst version of myself. I just wanna disappear again. For months. I wanna live life on autopilot again. I wanna have the same day over and over while... See More »
Again and againI did it again. Surprise surprise. I pushed everyone away from me again. I keep rejecting everyone who tries to get close to me. Its been exactly a minth since i started shutting everyone out. Since i started ignoring my friends, my surroundings, my... See More »
I hate it hereIt doesnt matter. Nothing i do matters. Nothing i say matters. I dont even matter. So what does it matter? They'll never listen to me, i just wanted to help. I wanted to help my struggling parents. I was gonna sell my old phone for 1,700. Keep the... See More »
How to not hate myself?I hate myself. I hate everything that i am. I hate my body, my voice, my hair, my personality, my laugh, my sense of anything. I dont want to hate myself. I hate hating myself. But i cant stop just looking in the mirror and hating the reflection. I... See More »
