Hate me a little longer please

You say you love me but sometimes I don't feel like you even like me. Not even the slightest. Sometimes I hate you. But I can never tell you that. Sometimes I feel stupid and trapped. Sometimes you make me feel bad abt myself. Sometimes you make me cry. Sometimes i doubt the relationship. Sometimes I doubt myself. Sometimes I just want to run away and never look back. Sometime I wish you'd hate me. Sometimes I wish I never met you. Sometimes I wish you never loved me. I just want to be alone.