Im so donee

I wana disconnect from the world, pull away from everyone. Stop giving a shit. Regress into the worst version of myself. I just wanna disappear again. For months. I wanna live life on autopilot again. I wanna have the same day over and over while dissociating again. I havent been talking to my friends. They were right to assume i would be the first to pull away. Im such a bad friend. I wish i never met them and i stayed alone like before forever. Life then just felt more simpler, when I hated everyone. When I hated myself over the most stupidest shit ever. When I hated my appearance more than i hated my personality. I kinda wish the pandemic came back. Or atleast I was 12 again

I wanna leave

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Matt85 · 36-40, M

hang in there. today was rough for quite a few people.

Stygian · 26-30, M

I'm sorry youre hurting. I've been there, settling into the pain and suffering. I allowed it to swallow me. The pain was so overwhelming it was oddly comforting.

Try not to let that temptation win. You will learn that you're worth so much more and will achieve so much in life if you overcome this.

Don't give up on yourself. Keep fighting.

HumanEarth · 56-60, F

I'm so with you, but for a different reason

I want to leave because of all the damn spying by the government, cellphones, televisions, watches, street cameras, Satellites from space and who know what the fuck else

There no privacy anymore in this world

oldguy73 · 70-79, M

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