Note to self never go into a xxx video store aloneAlmost got SA'd until another gentleman saw intervened which i was thankful for. I literally told the guy to leave me alone and he literally kept following me and kept touching me after i backed away.... Idk how woman do it. Im sure this is how... See More »
I’m kinda like worriedI started talking to a guy literally like a week and now he’s getting my name tattooed on himself. Like bro what if we break up 😭😭 I told him to get whatever he wants besides my name and he insisted on getting my name. 😖😖 now I feel obligated to... See More »
Damn I was gonna put Nair on my “private” areaBut I see it cause burns and irritation :( I’m tired of trimming 😭
Bro, not gonna lie, being in pharmacy school has made me so damn emotionalLike when I see a kid with a fever I wanna cry and help out as much as I can, when a grandpa or grandma hurt their wrist I just rub biofreeze and give them some Tylenol cause I know they have renal failure (ibuprofen is bad). Like 😭😭😭 I wanna help... See More »
I have imposter syndrome and it freaking sucks 🥹🥹😭Like I’m gonna be a real doctor of pharmacy and I feel like I’m stupid and don’t deserve it. I feel stupid and useless.
My family keeps pressuring me to go to churchBut everytime they do that I get more and more distant and it makes me feel “unworthy” which makes me suicidal…😔 I just wish they’d stop
I moved to a new city. About 9 hours away from my familyTo start my doctorates program in pharmacy… and now more than ever I wanna commit sui****. The loneliness, feeling trapped, and thinking if this was the right decision is all so overwhelming 😓😢. Ugh!
Do you think God will forgive me if I “offed” myself?Like he knows my circumstances…he knows I’m not strong enough anymore. I’ve tried to move on with life, by getting my doctorates but that mean literally nothing too me…my life means nothing. I’m miserable and just wanna be free from so much pain and... See More »
I had a three-some with some coupleAnd that was the most fun I’ve had in the longest of times 😩. They both wanted me and treated me like their own. 🥺 it made me feel so special and loved in a way.
What sucks about being suicidal…Is playing various amount of scenarios in your head of how you’re going to “end it”. I would definitely want something quick, not painful, and something where my parents can still see me… that’s why I struggle so much.
