Do you think God will forgive me if I “offed” myself?

I believe God would forgive you, but He would be disappointed, because he wants to be able to work through you in this world. If you really believe, maybe pray for God to give you an opportunity to use your gifts to help other people. You would be surprised how much of an impact you can have on other people by getting out there and showing that you care. That would give your life more meaning. You may not have a monument built in your name, but you will be able to say that on ___ day you were able to help someone turn their life around for the better. That is what life is really about.

They say when u give up u never knew their was a blessing right around the corner so if i were you i would keep going cause u never know what ur so close to achieving.

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Remember Jesus came that we might have life in all its fullness!