I Am DepressedI should have jumped. If only the blade was sharper when I tried. Why did I fail. Why do I have to live in this hell I call life. Why is death the only happy thought. Why am I here. Why can’t I just fall asleep and never wake up. The new year... See More »
I Love My Best Friend’ll start by saying this, I’m 19 years old, in college, have very close friends... but I still struggle with bad social anxiety daily. And I hide my major depression issues that include suicidal thoughts, and previous self harm issues. (I have a lot... See More »
I Need AdviceI’ll start by saying this, I’m 19 years old, in college, have very close friends... but I still struggle with bad social anxiety daily. And I hide my major depression issues that include suicidal thoughts, and previous self harm issues. (I have a lot... See More »
I Am DepressedToday my childhood dream was crushed. Today I broke again. My heart was shattered. None of the methods I use to suppress my depression or anxiety issues worked. The thoughts rushed to my head all at once. I felt sick. I didn’t want to live, still... See More »
I Am DepressedI love each day on the edge of self destruction. I haven’t relapsedin a year and a half, my scars are barely visible, and the long vertical scar on my leg above my femoral artery from the time I tried to end it is not very visible, but they are... See More »
I Am DepressedWhen you try and have a brotherly conversation with your sister that you basically raised, but she just tells to that you’re worthless to her, and she will never tell you a thing about her life...
I Am DepressedWhy is it I always get so lucky and people bring up all my insecurities to make fun of me for! Why am I yelled at for everything I do, why can’t I do anything right, why can’t I feel a sense of self worth, why can’t the happiness stay, why!
I Am DepressedWhy is it that no matter how well things are going for me, I still will find myself laying down hating myself and my life, dwelling on the past and thinking of all of my regrets! Why is it that when I should be happy, I can’t be, why am I like this
I Am DepressedThe past few weeks I've been getting suicidal thoughts again... I graduated today and all I couldn't get the beautiful image of me pulling a gun on stage and ending it all. The beautiful image of my lifeless body lying there with no more pain to... See More »
What's wrong with meEach day, I treat everyone amazing, I put the biggest smile on my face and act like everything is okay just to make others happy! I do anything I can for others, but why, because in the end I only get used, treated like crap, bullied, or whatever... See More »
I Am WorriedI'm terrified for my future! I'm graduating high school and this will be the first summer i have not had a sport to occupy all of my time. I will be working but that's like every other day. When I'm alone and free, i contemplate my life worth, I... See More »
I Am DepressedWhy can't I just be happy? I never find joy in life, like sure I'll crack a smile to some things, but that last for a few seconds, I always revert back to melancholy, anger, hate, paranoia, fear, anxiety etc. I can't even find it in me to love myself
I Am DepressedAnother day in my life where I'm sitting alone filled with melancholy and self hate. I talked to my mom and made her cry which make me feel like an even more terrible person (she had no reason, I literally told her I didn't know what dates I would be... See More »
I Am DepressedAnother day, I act happy, people ask me how I can always have a smile on my face, be so kind, always just trying to have "fun," when really, I'm just doing what I can to hide the fact I'm dying in the inside, I truly live each day with dispair, self... See More »
I Am Depressedsome days I'm happy, most days I'm sad, every day has sad moments! Nothing bad happens, I just often find myself lying there hating myself, my life and just the person I am! I'm not mean to anyone, I have no reason to feel this way, it's just an... See More »
I Am DepressedAnother fight... another argument. That's my life I guess, each and every day, we fight. Today it was over defending something my little sister said. Step mom got angry with her tone (her tone was normal, the step mom was just being ridiculous again)... See More »
I Am DepressedWell, I got into another fight with my parents because I had an emotional breakdown from all the stuff I go through and deal with each day. The best answer for them was to take my car and my phone... I'm a student, I work, and I'm an athlete...... See More »
I Am DepressedWhy can't I ever be happy... I shouldn't be sad! There is no reason, but I just want to go to sleep and never wake up!
I Am DepresedI guess It's not temporary, it's my way of life. I wake up every day filled with self hatred and dread to even be here! I don't fear death, I embrace the idea I will die one day, to get me out of this hell people call life. I put on a smile and tell... See More »
I Am DepressedEach day gets harder. I thought it was all behind me but the thoughts and urges are creeping back up. I've been getting the urges to cut myself, the thoughts of ways to kill myself. I'll pass the gun cabinet in my house and just picture how easy it... See More »
I Am LonelyI'm always alone, never invited to hang with the ones I consider friends, I can't find a girl, heck, if one were interested, in to awkward in one on one situations to make anything out of it. Of course I have a family history that's helped cause my... See More »
I'm Saying Don't Judge Me Until You've Walked In My ShoesPeople really don't understand me! I'm quite, like to be alone, but when I'm forced around people, I react in a way that makes me seem happy, excited, hyper, talkative, but in all actuality it's to face my fears, I'm secretly terrified of them all! I... See More »
