I Am Depressed

You have both lost trust in yourself, and surrounded yourself with people who are incapable of appreciating truth and synchronicity when it appears. A potentially deadly combination, but one which can, relatively simply, be rectified once awareness of the true nature of the problem is realised. Look up Anthony robbins on YouTube, some videos where he himself speaks would help you out here I think :)

[i][c=#BF0000]Maybe it seems that way because YOU are counting on OTHERS for YOUR self-worth? When what you think of yourself matters more than what others think of you....you may be surprised to learn that THEIR opinions of you also bare more esteem. ;-}

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don't be depressed, it's spiritual warfare, we all face that from time to time, you could always turn to God, read the bible, it will teach you how to cope and even rejoice when trials come.