I Am Depressed

Each day gets harder. I thought it was all behind me but the thoughts and urges are creeping back up. I've been getting the urges to cut myself, the thoughts of ways to kill myself. I'll pass the gun cabinet in my house and just picture how easy it would be to load a single bullet and take me out of this life.

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Someonethatyouusedtoknow · 26-30, M

Man i hope u find someone to talk to bout that. You cant handle all that stress all on your own. You'd ought to seek some professional help. The more the pressure builds the worst it gets

17smitha · 26-30, M

I know I should see a professional, I just can't bring myself to do it. I talked to my step sister about everything excluding the suicidal thoughts recently and she told me I should get help too... I'm a mess but I just fight every day, I can't get the courage to get help!

Someonethatyouusedtoknow · 26-30, M

@17smitha: Cmon, its alright. Ppl are out there 2 help you. You can't handle such extreme thoughts on your own, its ok to ask 4 help now and then

SStarfish ·

:/ feel better soon :/

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