Dealing with divorceI'm trying come to terms with where I am. The last two years have been a nightmare. I found out my husband was having an affair with a young girl. Not only that but he'd been having affairs behind my back for years, even with someone I'd... (...)
Been really enjoying thisI've been really enjoying being barefoot more over the last few years. It feels so nice to be able to finally be comfortable to not have anything on my feet so much and I've been enjoying being able to feel new things under them too. They have been... (...)
I don't know why we waited so longBut getting a medical stroller for our oldest boy was the smartest thing we've done. Before if wed have to walk a lot while out we'd either have to carry him or stop and let him take breaks, or he'd just get tired and sit down where ever he was.... (...)
Sad for the weekend to endMan it was a great weekend! It was so good having Grandma with us. She made the best enchiladas Friday night Saturday we went to the royals game and ate some amazing BBQ in the suite and today was a lazy day at home. We watched the Royals game, I... (...)
Is it the depression talking, or is it just realistic thinking?The people around me are always telling me to go out and live my life, I'll regret it later if I don't. No. I didn't ask to be here, I'm only here because my parents wanted me. Once they are gone I'm clocking out, why would I stick around when I'm no... (...)
I flashed a squirrelI went to the forest yesterday to forage for things I can use for my art project. I gathered so many stones inside my shorts' pockets that upon getting to my car, my shorts just fell to the ground. Thank goodness the only witness to my embarrassing... (...)
Another SeasonSeasons come and seasons go and if it’s written in the stars lit by the light of the silvery moon, we’ll have another chance at another season. Let’s make this new season the best one ever.
2 runs was just enoughWell it wasn't 20 runs but turns out all they needed were two We had a great time and a few people enjoyed a rare treat of ribs. I never make them at home because of the meat being on the bone. Our daughter and I can't eat them. So they ate a lot... (...)
I lasted longerSo Grandma last another hour last night and went to bed. I'm the first one up well because I didn't sleep. I'm making a breakfast casserole and getting things ready for the game tonight. We're having a great time having her here but she did say... (...)
I am ashamed of my depressionAshamed to admit it Ashamed to talk about it Ashamed to say anything about it, thinking I'd drown people with it... that it'd be too much on them. Even online. Ashamed of myself who could not ward off myself from it. And I hate it. And I hate myself... (...)
Went for a walk barefootAround my old college campus and I got to feel so many awesome texture..after I got done my feet felt like they just were massaged on the sidewalk..it felt so nice to do that again it's been a minute..
I'm feeling all kind of self hatred right nowI feel so disappointed in myself because, even though I try to do my best... I always relapse. And right now I'm incredibly stressed about everything going on in my life that I'm barely able to do anything... which adds to the stress and... (...)
Blocked or notDoes SW ever block people on here for inappropriate behavior, or did the other person block me on their own? I dont know if I’ve been blocked or not. How can you tell if it was the other person or SW? The message I received, I’ve never seen... (...)
Now i know why i have no friendsAlmost everyone is so full of themselves that each conversation has to turn into a condescending battle and people just love to patronize you based on their childhood trauma and insecurities. I do not want and i shall not engage im such relations.... (...)
So I finally told Josh I am pregnantSo I heard his truck and went outside to see him Yesterday. He was given his parent's a hug. I walk over and he seen me and ran over to me and gave me a hug and we kissed. His dad was like u two cut out the kissing and come into the house. Before I... (...)
Miss those EP DaysI was a high school kid. EP Started off as just a place I came to get help with my homework. Eventually it became what felt like a second home. I made genuine Friends , that felt like family almost at times. Oh how I miss those EP days. EP introduced... (...)