Another Restless Night... I do love my Husband. I have for four and a half decades. However, many nights I feel sad and lonely because many nights after my Husband has had a six pack and smoked some, we have little spats. Not real arguments, but little irritations towards... (...)
I finally feel relaxedAfter we ate dinner, cleaned up and got the kids settled I told Joel I really needed to release. Star and my buddy sat with the kids and we went to our room. I've been holding back alot of tics the past few days and I needed to let it go. I don't... (...)
It had always been a sad humorous story.When people mishandles you, before they realize what a gem you are. That by the time they see it and rings your phone, you've already been long gone from where they expect you to be because someone who is a gem doesn't need the applause to shine nor... (...)
Lazy evening planned tonightBecause the next few days are going to be crazy busy but very exciting and fun.. We're making homemade pizzas and a dessert pizza for dinner, yes can you believe it no s'mores tonight. We're going to watch the Royals game and hopefully they stop... (...)
I need to start thinking before I speak more often 🙈I was just at the store and paid for my groceries with cash. One of the bills wouldn't go into the machines the bills go into, and after a few tries I blurted out: We all need some foreplay now and then Cashier laughed politely first, before... (...)
Love the greatestWhen you put your arms around me, you let me know there's nothing in this world I can't do.Somebody Like You
I am so proudSo today our oldest boy had PT/OT. I can tell he's scared. He always worries they are going to take his blood or give him a shot. And today was no different. We get there and we put on his AFO'S. He sits down and closed his eyes. But then he... (...)
Home made pizza for dinnerAlfredo Cheese with extra cheese Chicken and pineapple Supreme Pepperoni Chicken and bacon ranch Veggies Dessert pizza Cherry and chocolate.
I'm drinking again, but in my defense......I've had way more dairy than anyone should, plenty of caffeine, have moved more than usual, had all types of laxatives in both ends, all today alone, and nothing gets my bowels going. Alcohol is my last solution as it always helps. (Sometimes a... (...)
When Motherhood Steals My Womanhood🌹Being a mother has been the greatest blessing—and the greatest conflict of my life. For years, my identity was wrapped up in my children. I gave everything, sacrificed endlessly, and poured myself into motherhood. But somewhere along the way, I... (...)
Neil Young - Old Man Reflecting... Though little the words he said to me, a couple years before his passing meant alot. Mostly on how he should have spent more time with me as I made time to be his only friend he had left.....
Better than nothing I guessSo my buddy has been getting horrible headaches since starting his new meds. Well today they did a med evaluation. He told them about the headache and they basically said he needs to give the medicine more time for him to adjust. It's only been a... (...)
My anxiety is playing up againThe last few days I've just had this feeling like something is wrong and I can't stop it it's scaring me and every little thing is freaking me out. Every little noise. the silence. The loud idk my meds ain't working and I can't get any others ATM.... (...)
This website is a drugFiguratively speaking. I find myself coming back here over and over at all hours of the day not to post anything or respond to anyone, but simply to get a little dopamine fix. To answer some meaningless question or read other people's half-baked... (...)
please give opinion of what should I dohalf of my friends are struggling in mental health and I do too, i try my best to care for them and comfort them, leading me to comforting atleast 5 people per day (even strangers). Im a bit tired of it but its preventing people from suicide, yet... (...)
Nothing good coming out?I really feel like almost no good movies andd shows actually come out these days.. like even 5 years ago or when I was a kid I used to love going to the movies or seeing what’s new. For maybe 3 years I can’t think of a single movie I looked forward... (...)
I’m thinking about changing my picture to myself.I don’t show my face often, even on my social media platforms, I have 1-2 posts each of me from YEARS ago. I’ve always struggled with my physical appearance, but at the moment i feel someone content with the way I look now.
No good very bad day vent post...The next door neighbor who came to my door with an egg carton with his name and apartment number on it, somehow believing I am responsible for obtaining his personal breakfast eggs, and had the freaking nerve to look slightly miffed when I... (...)
Pregnancy updateWell I had my first pregnancy check up this morning. I found out I am 6 weeks pregnant. So the father is mark not Josh. I don't know how I am going to tell him. I don't even have his phone number.