I keep changing...I feel like I'm back to when I was 15 and I was growing and I was mad at everything and everyone for no reason, and I wanted to eat the world whole in one bite like every teenager does, except this time I feel like I'm very aware of every little way... See More »
Feeling very simple today...I don't know how to word what I'm feeling other than it feels simple. My whole life, I was the weird quiet kid, the girl who got good notes and way too opinionated in history class, the one who was always reading something, the one who asked too... See More »
I'm very tired... lol (?)I don't know why I come here just when I'm not feeling the best but alas— I'm terribly anxious, tired, depressed... a bit scared even. Change makes me feel those things a lot. Logically, I understand change isn't inherently evil or dangerous, but e... See More »
Anyway. I'm lonely but like in an angry way.Usually when I get lonely I get really sad and depressed but feeling lonely right now is making me mad and it's so weird because it's like bro a lot of people suck. and I don't want to be lonely but goddamn is getting hard to find honest people to... See More »
Update. A conversation did happen.I think it took way longer than I wanted to and it felt like dragging my feet through the mud, but I finally had that final conversation with my "best friend". It felt like pulling a tooth but well. It's done, we're done, now I have to keep on going... See More »
bring media literacy back plsSomeone (an american) with full access to modern internet just asked me who oscar wilde was 🙂 i'm not usually bothered by people not knowing stuff, i understand not everyone has the chance to learn about certain stuff but come on, this person is on... See More »
*sigh* well it is what it is.it's taking me a bit longer to start 2026 personally but how happy i am that 2025 is gone. the world doesn't seem that much brighter but at least i feel like i finally found a little space to breathe. i can't wait for everything i cut off in 2025... See More »
Uhm. I wanna break up with my best friend.I am in a "situation" where my best friend has gone quiet. not ghosting but they aren't talking as usual. I'm generally a pretty anxious person and the discomfort that's growing between us is making me clenched my jaw, you know? This has been going... See More »
