Not so simple anymore...

Bro. Why are feelings right now so insufferably complicated?
I feel really good being alone but also my friends suck but i need more friends, but better friends, new friends, but like that's so complicated and... i don't want to do it, i don't want to get new friends. I wanna be by myself. But also no. But UUUUGH
you know?
also it feels easy, like everything feels easy right now, but I'm also incredibly anxious about things that do not concern me, but kind of do.
I want to scream. lowkey tho. where no one can hear me.
I-
whatever.