I'm frustrated too...
Lol. In that weird mix of grief, sadness and anger I'm also frustrated in many ways.
Life has been pretty frustrating for me latey, I feel like everything is moving pretty slowly, but like it's also going really fast. Insufferably fast.
The other day I was remembering myself as a kid, one particular moment of childhood when I was walking with my parents on a street that had a lot of plants around and it had been raining before I think because that sent of fresh rain was in the air; I don't remember where we were going but my father was wearing a nice outfit of brown suit pants and a nice beige button up with a brown tie and my om was wearing a dress that matched. I don't remember how old I was, no one said anything, I remember very vividly that the street was pretty silent and it was kind of early maybe an early afternoon.
I don't know. I don't what's relevant about that memory right now but I've been thinking about that moment often lately, and it makes me feel weird. I don't really want to go back but... i don't know, something about it itches under my skin. It's not uncomfortable either, it's just...
anyway, I'm rambling.
Life has been pretty frustrating for me latey, I feel like everything is moving pretty slowly, but like it's also going really fast. Insufferably fast.
The other day I was remembering myself as a kid, one particular moment of childhood when I was walking with my parents on a street that had a lot of plants around and it had been raining before I think because that sent of fresh rain was in the air; I don't remember where we were going but my father was wearing a nice outfit of brown suit pants and a nice beige button up with a brown tie and my om was wearing a dress that matched. I don't remember how old I was, no one said anything, I remember very vividly that the street was pretty silent and it was kind of early maybe an early afternoon.
I don't know. I don't what's relevant about that memory right now but I've been thinking about that moment often lately, and it makes me feel weird. I don't really want to go back but... i don't know, something about it itches under my skin. It's not uncomfortable either, it's just...
anyway, I'm rambling.
