Still alive!Sorry if i scared anyone i was talking to by disappearing for a few months! Im not dead yet, just still going through a lot still fighting this still undiagnosed lung disease, im on a new chemo now thats actually helping a little but it sure is... See More Β»
I'm back! Just an updateTo the handful of people I was talking to on here, hi! Sorry that I disappeared for a few weeks. I am still alive, my lung disease is still progressing and my new chemo/rejection medicine doesn't seem to be working for it. I'm still basically in the... See More Β»
My little future musician ππΉπΆHer first time playing with mama's keyboard! She loves it so much (3)
More pretty thingsPicked up some cute new stuff from target! Well, most of it anyways lol. Time for some planning and self reflection (1)
My mini lab at homeI was a scientist until I got too sick to work. This is my little portable kitchen lab at home! I use it to make slides of stained bacteria, fungus and blood cells. Hoping to add more supplies and equipment to my collection over time. I even used to... See More Β» (1)
Look what I got yesterday!!! ππΉπΆGoing to try re-learning piano! I loved playing as a kid and can still kind of read sheet music. I've been needing to pick up a new hobby (1)
What is chemotherapy like?Right now I'm being kept alive with lots of Prednisone, furosemide and lovenox but it's not enough because my lung rejection is steroid-resistant. Soon I'm going to start a round of methotrexate to try putting my disease in remission. Has anyone here... See More Β»
I love being a momMy sweet little girl just turned one a few days ago. Her birth gave me terminal health issues and I probably won't be alive to see her grow up past toddlerhood. But being a mom has been the greatest blessing of my life, I don't regret it even though... See More Β» (6)
Part 2 of today's shopping trip πall of this plus the reusable tote bag I brought it home in was almost $100 π° whole foods is so expensive but I love their stuff. Being sick and knowing I don't have much time left has taught me that life is too short and I should just do whatever ma... See More Β» (1)
More shopping π₯°These look so pretty I had to get them. I hope it makes my hair and skin really smooth (1)
I love shoppingLook at this cute little easter yard decoration I got for free! I love pretty spring, easter, pastel things like this. It's the small things like this that make my day better π (1)
Good find at the storeFlower scented Valentine's day bath bomb π£ ππΌππΉ so pretty and now I smell so good! (2)
Book recommendations?I read Ottessa Moshfegh's books last year and loved them all. I wish there were more! I've also read the entire John Dies at the End book series and the Girl with the Dragon Tattoo series, some other favorites of mine. Does anyone have... See More Β»
Duck recipeIt's so delicious! Takes 3 hours to make. Cooked on a broiler pan at 350F, duck is fatty and the excess needs to drain into the bottom. First I stuff the duck with sliced lemon and crushed garlic cloves and cover the outside with salt. Cook one hour... See More Β» (1)
I love clothes shoppingNothing makes me feel better than coming home with some new outfits like this. I love Calvin Klein and anything silky, the material feels so clean and smooth. Even decided to get myself the newest fancy cellphone for once, no more old used phones for... See More Β» (3)
My second college degree came in the mail today!After high school I originally went to school for PharmD (PhD program to be a pharmacist) and got my bachelor's degree in pharmaceutical science, but hated working as a pharmacist so I dropped out in year 5 out of 6 and didn't finish the PhD part.... See More Β» (1)
I love being a carnivoreI only eat meat, fish, and eggs. No dairy, even though some carnivores indulge and it tastes oh so good, but I can't tolerate it myself. I drink tons of water and have one cup of black coffee every morning to get my day started. I absolutely love it!... See More Β»