What Future? PINNEDI stare up in the sky with empty eyes, My heart and mind can't compromise, Why is it that myself is all that I can despise? I want to find the will to hope again, To have someone close to call a friend, But I've still a mind and heart that needs to...See More »
I Have Something to Say PINNEDI used to be comfortable sitting here, not involved, closed to change. I allowed the metal links to wrap around me, chaining me to this familiar room. But as time told its story, the illusion began to fade, and I look outside the window, only to...See More »
I Express Myself Through Writing PINNEDI look back on the picture on the wall.. the only picture I've ever hung in this room. It's faded and dusty - untouched since the time I put it up some years ago. A masterpiece, surely a marvel to behold. But one day - a year ago - I visited an art...See More »
Can't sever the loose end..Broken up for a while now, but found out my ex is still on my Netflix account and twice now I've tried to cancel it and she reactivated it. I know I could just sign out of all devices but I don't know what emotion is holding out on me. I know for a...See More »
Birthdays are sad for meI don't even know why anymore.. inexplicably it's the day where I remember everything I don't have, everything I've lost and everything I'm not. Feeling like I'm surrounded with people who don't care, feeling like I've gotten what I deserve after an...See More »
How it feels to be a continued failureI walked in circles, these chains binding me to this room. Every step, a sin, but stillness the greater crime. Sinning, searching for the door, searching for the key, dragging these bloody feet through the grime and rusted dust. Looking up to the...See More »
Feeling so dead insideI feel like I've been forcing a relationship. We definitely had a fire in the beginning but at one point, a long time now, I've felt like in order to make her happy, to make her feel wanted and loved, to have my full attention, I had to sacrifice my...See More »
Idk what to doIm on the verge of a heartattack I feel like im going crazy... Less than 5 days from an overseas trip anticipated for 9 mths with my long distance gf of a year and a bit... and we're fighting over the fact that I dont want to give her direct access...See More »
I'm scaredI feel like my gf has attempted suicide... We are in a long distance (7hrs difference) relationship of 8 months. I havent been the best to her and people told her to leave me but she didnt. But because I couldnt right my wrongs by her... I thought it...See More »
When you decide to go dark, do you tell people before you do?I've turned off my phone for a bit over a week now. I've switched SIMs and nobody knows my current number. I've logged out of all of my socials without a peep. Only communication I've had is some worried emails from my father and my girlfriend and...See More »
Isolation drove me hereI remember why now, trying to be in a relationship, why I banned myself from it. I actually don't care. In the moment, those sweet seconds, I believed I can give her the world. Flew across the world to see her. I believed I could rid myself of my...See More »
Its just my natureWhen you say things without thinking, they say thats how you truly feel. If thats the case, it feels like theres no hope for me. Because I have people that make me feel happy and I try to let them know this but at the same time, in normal...See More »
Ever feel like you played yourself?Back again after I dont know how long.. my beloved escape. I wish I could understand why I do the stupid things I do.. could have a lot of friends but when it comes to love I suddenly I'm just full retard and I make them feel like ass without even...See More »
Social overload?Ever feel like you've talked to so many people for so long that you just need to shut everyone out? I feel like it's hypocritical for me to pose this question when I don't feel like talking to people, but I feel like I've made so many shallow...See More »
If you could relive your life, knowing what you lost wouldn't change, would you make the same choices? [I Bored]
Anyone got some fun stories to share?I'll start; back in High School I was trying to help my shy guy friend talk to the girl he liked - this was during dance classes meant to 'prep' us for prom. To ensure that girls weren't just chasing guys they liked and vice-versa, the class was...See More »
Awkward Thank YousSo, I'm new to LinkedIn and someone I know endorsed me for a bunch of skills. I'm really grateful for it and I wanna say thanks but I feel so awkward as I only know her as a fellow student and I honestly did not pay her much attention while we...See More »
So I just uncovered something...My ex and I had a shared email account we used for signing up for some minor sites that required a signup for full access - it was our shared dummy account. Coincidentally my account here uses that email address, and now we broke up I've kind of...See More »
I can't do small talkI find it so hard to make friends and have conversations with people because I never really know what to say and all the 'openers' people talk about my brain categorises as 'small talk'. I'll make an effort if I like someone but then I just end up...See More »
Tired, lost, and bored.I've got no idea what I'm searching for, Walking through every door and even more, With every passing step less eager than before.. What have I left to gain?
I wish I could talk to someone who could understand my erratic thinking :(I just don't understand what's happening to me.. no sleep, heart pumping like mad, rapid thoughts about a variety of things from relationships to work prospects to the end of the tunnel. Blanking everyone I know in person aside from the family I live...See More »
Back to the reason why I returned..I feel like I've been ghosted and it just kinda sucks.. Time to vent again I wanna text her but I'm too shy... and I know we're going to meet up again because I have her PS4 and she has my old gaming PC and those things don't usually just get given...See More »
So urm... what in the world are SW Coins?I know I've been gone from this site for a year or so and somehow I have 74k+ coins... what do O do with these things?!
