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I wish I could talk to someone who could understand my erratic thinking :(

I just don't understand what's happening to me.. no sleep, heart pumping like mad, rapid thoughts about a variety of things from relationships to work prospects to the end of the tunnel. Blanking everyone I know in person aside from the family I live with.

I can't figure out what's triggered this this time.. Not really, anyway.

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MsFugger · F

Try to calm down staying awah from stressors and triggers. Can you go into nature? Woods, park, beach and sit there for a day or lie down on the ground. Grounding

Samael

@MsFugger Most often memories trigger these things; though lately I've been focused on the present.. I unfortunately can't quite go into natural areas as much as I'd like to.. My state's a bit tight with lockdown restrictions still active, so I'd rather not go out unless it's necessary.

MsFugger · F

@Samael ya I know when I start to dig into my memories, it can so drive me nuts too and just totally ruin my days. I don't know then, can look for a book on thoughts or emotions management, cause that can literally last all day. Happen to me millio times

Samael

@MsFugger Yeah.. usually I'm pretty good with controlling my emotions and understanding why I feel a particular thing.. this is just throwing me off because not only am I failing to discern the reason, it's having negative effects on my sleep and my social behaviour (in that I kind of just shut down and block my IRL friends out)

Mindful · 56-60, F

Stress. It may be that you are denying that current events, isolation, are stressing you out more than you realize. 6 months is a very long time to carry burden and can lead to depression. Get creative and do what Tom Hanks did in the movie “Wilson “ find creative ways to pass the time.

Samael

@Mindful I have given this a thought and do think it's a possibility.. I'm currently adhoc'ing a small boat out of popsicle sticks to pass the time but honestly I think I need to think on a new way to pass time because without much mental stimuli I fall back to the task of trying to figure out what I'm feeling and why.

Mindful · 56-60, F

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I think you are definitely being creative with your spare time! Take it easy on yourself. Read or watch the diary of Anne Frank. @Samael

Mindful · 56-60, F

I should have more spare time in about 5 days...otherwise just small chatting here. In fact I should be sleeping....but...

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ABCDEF7 · M

Try to take some challenging task, that make you involved deeply into the work. Also talk to your friends/relatives that you haven't talked from long time.

GoFish ·

Are you manic? Hope you get sleep.. you sound rational and calm anyway tho

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Samael

@GoFish I haven't been diagnosed as such.. I just had a look at the definition and it's possible - I haven't had proper sleep for the fourth day in a row.

GoFish ·

At least you seem calm even tho your mind is going a million miles a minute.. . @Samael

Samael

@GoFish I try to maintain a rational and logical outlook on everything, it's a habit from trying to make sense of everything I encounter.

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