I've lost my favorite hat and losing my mind trying to find itIn all my time losing things I've discovered that after every possible place is searched and exhausted, the impossible begins to seem plausible But it's still impossible!! I suppose now I just wait for it to randomly re-appear in my life
Self isolation --- mind away from matter approachAfter i post this i must for the sake of my mental well being log out and stay logged out for a sizeable amount of time: to cultivate a sense of isolation, of the extreme anger to slowly but surely decrease There is no way at all for me to explain... See More »
Tired and my mind is a messI don't want to be who I am I don't want to be confused anymore, or feel crazy or deluded I don't want to feel or be responsible anymore I want to let go I want to be in love but I want it to be real I want true friendships with people who know who... See More »
I never realized I still have unresolved issues steming back to school. Gah I feel kind of nauseous and also embarassed.Now that summer is here and school is out that means the teens are roaming around in packs. I don't know what it is about teenage boys but they have staring problems. I actually got to spend time with my older brother today and he took me to the gym.... See More »
Did it ever cross your mind that the people who actually stayed still aren't the ones who make your heart feel safe?Like maybe the friends you have are more of acquaintances, because while you talk and make yourselves present on grand occasions, they have never proved themselves capable nor willing of protecting your heart and dignity? Like maybe the family you... See More »
I had to leave work early because I got sick and I feel pretty stupid.I have nobody to blame but myself for the situation because I'm always trying to run a marathon on E for empty. I got roughly 5 hours of sleep last night which is the first mark against me. These days I'm doing great if I manage 6 to 6.5 hours a... See More »
