Did it really happen? Why all failed?As kid, i was shy, feeling unloveable and all, always curse at myself why i couldnt just talk to some girl or other. I promised myself never to be shy again when 13yo. It kinda worked and not.. i burned myself out, wearing my heart on my sleeves. I...See More »
Which movie scenes make you cry?It can be anything. Spoilers maybe. I have this thing with the movie Pacific Rim. Where everyone is standing together against a big evil force of giant monster, with big robots(humans inside).. yep.. 😅 The American robot or Australian robot, i...See More »
Stages of a breakup, you feel its true? From a book of mine. To me it can be horribly true. I want to fight it often, break that chain.. but it how it can happen anyway. I guess sometimes its also the nessary way, for us to live.
Do you feel physically cold when sad and depressed?I do, and might take several hot baths. Turn up the heat. Wear several layers of cloth. Baths to me can also have something to do with shame, or some event i dont like, so just wanting to get everything off, in some way.
Hate having to hide my decease - multiple sclerosisDamn i hate it. Ok - so, no one is actually making me hide it.. but its just not the thing you really want to talk about still. Hey boss. I am actually very sick, and tomorrow i could wake up being unable to do all the work, will you continue to...See More »
If you get offer of free housing at age 17 - say no..Or least dont stay there. You may feel like you rot away. Its a luxury trap. Not gaining any experience in living youre own life somewhere else, in something that truly is youre own, that you paid for yourself. You will not feel the gravity of how...See More »
What makes you the most annoyed? That you do youreselfFor example. When i am tired, maybe low on patience, and i want to put some object to its place. But it falls down.. hits something else, and its just like avalanch of mess and #^%@&.. It gets me so worked up, annoyed. But it was myself really.
Angry Video Game Nerd - On Youtube is..The best entertainment i ever had on youtube 😅.. If you liked playing any of the old console games. And dont mind some swearing and cursing, its the best. I watched that donkey dump on repeat atleast 5 times. I guess i connect with it, because i kn...See More »
Are you sure youre DNA is from here?The local pizza man once asked me out of the blue when comming to pickup a pizza. I laughed, smiling a little ackwardly.. "what??". Pizza man: "Sorry. Its just, you have such dark hair and all, a little dark skin.. are you sure? You are local?"...See More »
Co-worker: "i thought i had you figured out"What is there to figure out? 😅 i am not really that strange after all or different, often very easy to read I think. We had been working together close for almost two years, and he said this. I can't remember the context. I guess i did or said...See More »
I am mostly introvertedI can be very social and all but sometimes I tend more often to... Inspect rather than respond. Watch and wait. Slow down. What if. Not "what is". Reflect. Talk less. Prepare. Be quiet. Look before i leap. (Unless i just leap, because i know its...See More »
Long distance relationship story - a dreamI was around 27yo, from scandinavia. Writing a girl on old site called the experience project. She was from Georgia (the country). I was 100% set in my mind on her, unlike women before her. I said to myself, i want this woman!. And i will make it my...See More »
multiple sclerosis - my storyOne day, about 3 years ago. I am at home and suddenly i feel a pain growing in my cheek. I was thinking, was it because i tried to remove a dimple too agressively?..or something stuck between my teeth, so i clean them real good. Nope. The pain...See More »
When stepchildren speak another langauge it's very difficultIn many areas, i found just the woman i was looking for. It was under bad circumstances, she came from war in Ukraine. She had two children, one girl, and a very handicapped son. My first real relationship where there was kids. We could be the...See More »
Breakups are not easy, even when you know the other persons side..My dating history, all from when i was 15, is full of me having heartaches, over and over again. Usually me being the one to hold on. Now later in life, when i am more balanced in my feelings, not beating myself up. And having had longer...See More »
