I Have a ConfessionI know it makes no sense to say, but I cannot stand who I am. I have engaged in self-loathing and self-doubt for my whole adult life, as far back as I can remember. I see fear, weakness, moral timidity, and dishonesty when I look in the mirror. I... See More »
I Am ScottishI Am Very Scottish... On my mother's side, I am descended from pure scottish blood. We claim the MacKay clan, but we are also linked to the Grants (including Ullysses Grant, distantly) and Walkers. My legacy goes back to... See More »
I LikeA List... 10-my camera; 9-Salty popcorn; 8-my GTI; 7-driving fast; 6-sarcasm, way too much; 5-potato chips, again way too much; 4-beer; 3-the internet; 2-The Yankees; 1-Lastly, and mostly, I like spending every possible moment... See More »
I Met My True Love Over the InternetMatch.com... I was newly single after an 8 year nightmare marriage. I wanted to find someone, but I am not good at that sort of thing. Through my job, in January 2001, I won $250. I used that money, on a lark, to pay for... See More »
I Am Obsessed With NumbersNumbers Annoy Me... My entire life, since I have been able to do math in my head, I have calculated things. House numbers, street signs, magazine articles, phone numbers and everywhere else.. I add them, subtract them,... See More »
I Want To Know Whats Your Noble British NameMy Moniker Is...... Sir Humphrey Francis Harmsworth... That really sucks...
I Have Sleep ApneaDiagnosed In 2008... I sleep with a CPAP, and probably always will. I hate it because it feels like I am attached to a dork machine, but I realize it is a medical device that I need to keep me breathing when I sleep. I have... See More »
I Battle Depression and AnxietyMy Depression... I take pills to battle depression; I take pills to sleep; I take pills for chronic pain; I take pills for thyroid hormone replacement. I take all of these, yet I am still depressed and dark-mooded routinely.... See More »
I Want to Know What Song You Can't StandI Hate The Song...... Brandy (you're a fine girl) by Looking Glass. I have no idea why, but I cringe and change the radio if I ever hear this song come on. My reason for hating it are unknown to me, I have just always... See More »
I Have HypothyroidismDamn You Hashimoto... I was diagnosed with Hashimoto's disease back in 2005. It took a long time because the doctor at the time told me it was normally a "womans disease!" I have struggled with treatment for the last 6... See More »
I Had Something Taken From Me I Cant Get BackDear Old Dad... When I was a little boy, about 7 years old, my father took my virginity by force. Along with that, he took my peace of mind, my childhood, my self confidence, my happiness, and my sanity. Thanks Pop!... See More »
I Am Guilty For a Lot of ReasonsMy Legacy Of Guilt And Blame... I blame myself for my own molestation. I should have stopped it, should have run, should have told someone, should have been a better son, should have figured out how to avoid him, should not... See More »
I Am SadI Really Am Sad, Most Of The Time... I am sad, from the loss of family to the inevitable fate we all suffer, and to the loss of what should have been but never was. I lost my childhood to abuse, my teenage years to more... See More »
I Have a ConfessionI drink to escape; escape the pressures of family, work, getting up, going to bed, recovering from trauma, or just to be numb to myself. I come from a long line of alcohlic abusers. They were addicted to many things, but alcohol was the... See More »
I Love My Scottish HeritageI Am A Mackay... I am of the Mackay Clan, and am proud of my families Scottish heritage. We came from Scotland in the 1700's and settled in Nova Scotia, where my ancestors supported the British in the war for independence. I... See More »
I Am Alone In My FamilyMy So-called Father... The man who wants me to call him Dad sent me an email suggesting that I should hang myself until dead. That is a paraphrase, but you get the gist of it. This was after I had reported him as a child... See More »
I Bought Chuck TaylorsI Bought Chuck Taylors... I am 46 and I wear Chuck Taylors. They make me feel good. I haven't had them since I was young, very young. I guess, if anyone has read my other experiences, there is a psych element to this. All I... See More »
I Have a ConfessionSince my abuse when I was little, I have increasingly grown unable to feel emotions appropriately and in a "timely" fashion. Things that would make people laugh, cry, shout or sing don't affect me. Then well after the fact, I will note... See More »
I am a New Member at Similar WorldsMeet Mikeshan02!... We caught up with new member mikeshan02 and asked a few fun questions. Get to know your new community member and don't forget to say Hello! EP: Good evening and welcome. Wonderful to have you join us. Let's... See More »
