Disappointed in myselfAs someone who is familiar with the Christian faith, I asked God to remove this person from my life if he was not the one for me. I have said this prayer before, and God has always removed that person, but this time he didn’t. I went against my... See More »
Overthinking or IntuitionHave a feeling that’s been with me for a while. I can’t shake the feeling that there’s someone else and if that’s the case why does he continue to talk to me?? It’s been bothering me all day today.
Have you seen leave the world behind on netflix?It’s giving me serious anxiety knowing that it could really happen
My low self esteem and overthinking are going to be the bane of my existence.It’s going to be a relationship destroyer too.
I’m tired of feeling like I’m not enoughEvery relationship that I’ve attempted has ended the same way and I’m beginning to think it’s my fault. They all ghosted me. I’m not going to be the one who constantly tries to start a conversation for it to end within 10 seconds. I am not a... See More »
When asked do you ever feel good….Friend: do you feel good right now? Me: I’m neutral right now. Friend: what does that mean? Me: I don’t feel good or bad just neutral. Friend: So you don’t feel good around me. Me: never said I don’t feel good around you. I’m just neutral right... See More »
How long does it take for therapy to work?I know it’s going to take awhile and I need to be patient with myself but I really want to to know how long it takes. I’m sure it depends on the person but I just noticed how bad my social skills are and makes me want to become a recluse. I know... See More »
I’ve been going to therapy..My therapist and I have been talking for two weeks now. I’m currently getting some CBT. she asked me to ask people “reasons why I’m likeable.” I’ve been struggling with thoughts that I’m unlikable and defective. I asked my sister this question and... See More »
What is your favorite fast-food restaurant? Poll (28) See Poll OptionsHow many times do you eat fast food in a week? How much money do you spend on fast food in a week?
Why do I do these things to myself?I’m trying to get through school and I’ve hit some kind of mental barrier. I just really hate it here. I went from I can’t write a whole paper and do a statistics unit test in one sitting to I’m going to be homeless and live out of my car. 100% of... See More »
Had a dreamMy mom and I (I felt there was other family there but i only saw my mom) were at a military graduation and I realized I was dreaming right at the part where they were swearing in. As we were leaving everyone was crowding at the door and my mom made a... See More »
My Dad (this is a really long post)Let me start off by saying that I don’t really have a relationship with him. He’s been in my life but not really. He’s a provider and that’s all he is. He’s not a family man. When me and my siblings were little he ignored us. When his friends would... See More »
This guy at workStares at me from afar. We’ve talked a few times and the last time we talked he asked to take me out. I told him maybe 🤷🏽♀️. Now he just watches me on my break. I mean good grief man come over and talk to me. Don’t be distant. He’s cute or whatever... See More »
I don’t know what I saw in the sky this morningOn my way to work sometimes I just look up in the sky and this morning I saw something. I can’t explain it but it wasn’t a falling star. It was to slow moving and I can definitely guarantee you it wasn’t a plane. I was very bright and wispy looking... See More »
What does this mean?“For with much wisdom comes much sorrow; the more knowledge, the more grief.” Ecclesiastes 1:18 NIV
So I had a dreamI caught a mouse and it was brown. I went outside to let it go and all of a sudden it was white. As I watched it walk away a white ferret out of nowhere attacks it and bites it’s tail off. I suddenly have this feeling of sadness and I go and pick... See More »
Does Texas usually get snow like that?Possibly 18 inches of the stuff. I’ve never heard of Texas ever getting snow.
For the first time ever I really wish I had some friends in the real worldSomeone I could open up to and relate to. I’m starting to feel alone. Communicating isn’t my forte and it’s something I really need to work on. I’m very close to my siblings and my mom and at one point that was all I needed.
You know what’s sadI hate talking about how I really feel to family because they will dismiss everything. I told my mom maybe if I took some anxiety meds that maybe I wouldn’t feel the way that I do. And she said I quote “you can controlIt, do you want to be a pill... See More »
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