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Brett1one

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feel sorry for me

i feel like nobody is for me.. just here to take to the point where all i have is God, Jesus is my lawyer

My sanity is coming back and I'm getting over a long run of delusion. I'm sitting around trying to get to that next step. I really need some females in my life to provoke a life im eager to live. Im sleeping better not having the hell of yesteryears...

I really want a girlfriend

should i look overseas.. Being on ssi with schizophrenia and having a troubled history. I want to just have a gal that likes me..I guess I have to put myself in commen spots, walmart, busses, recovery, all over I just must not be appealing to the...

hallaluah.. into the future

Long, timeless looking past the waves into the view a horizon waits When my head is straight I feel like a normal human being. i am scattered into the parts of existance that many strive for. Today its a female I seek. I can't win these time...

Chris the lies golden

kids with more years then their parents and lovers next door they havent knocked yet, will you receive them?

TAKING PILLS TO NOT BE IN HELL

iswear schizophrenics have it bad.. its no joke we're disabled.. but look like we're just slow or dim and the hurt we feel when the medication hits cant be surpassed by the ostrification from the church. I understand snd God doesnt .. he didn't ever...

aLL THE WORST THINGS HAVE happend to me. Real negative things.. God doesnt love me and Im on the shit list to go thru hell to hell. it all started back when the darkness overtook my reality. Maybe Allah will justify the christiN LOOKING THROUGH MY...

Woke up feeling drugged last night, Kind of scary, but i guess medication adjustments will do that. the world is always after something, getting short changed with having to make the return was oblivious to my needs

prescription to address yesterday

Today.. with the help of medication I can see something outstanding. I can see the breaking of a mold that entrapped my rest of my whole self in a dismal portrait drawn by someone who cared very little and got paid even less. My picture is coming...

lookinf=g for a gf in thailand

What should I do?

I'm getting ready for a big day tomorrow. I have blood draws, groups and class. It was something to struggle with being able to take in Recovery with these life challanges schizophrenia brings upon me . Like selling my car for one.. it took some...

Driving today, bus or ebike

I sold my car today. I got into a near collision Friday night and decided it was due to nmy schizophrenia, many close calls lead to death. So what does everyone think? A e bike?

Good Afternoon.. Time is good what happend, God moved in my life

I've really put this last month of sobriety to good use. I moved from a room for rent in a rental that had the new speed running thru it and was 1/2 a block from the liquer store.. That ran its course and a near probation violation and suggestion...

Thinking about how wonderful life is

Whatever the process lif has been uplifted around my world this last month and you all here at similar worlds have insighted my life in numerous ways

Im new to posting.. im trying

My names Brett. I'm 41 and lokking for assurance and kind words of direction in basic comments. My head was a trap, war zone, mind matter in the masses.. I'm a kind sensitive man whos looking to grow hopefully with a higher life meaning for my...

How is today, Where are my friends?

I can't find my friends.. they were hidden for all this time and could only see me fall. I hear they see I'm doing better. The flow of the wave is coming and I'm going to ride. I'm going to swim where ever they go just to let them know I'm here

Recovery for today I hope

Today I'm clean today I'm not having any episodes with my schizophrenia. Today I'm looking for someone to talk to. Today I found this similar worlds

Good, alot better then bad

Just the pure fact that Good comes into my life when I think of Buddhism. I feel better, warmer, kinder, and balanced when I turn from the hell of the christian unbelonging that I am currently leaving

The Dogs blood all over you

The dog in a violent rage coming out of the innocent blameless lamb. The perfection of some and heeding to temptation most be an inner torrent of thoughts and curiousity. I believe I have switched over at some points and went made in the lusts of the...

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