Today is almost happeningI walk the dogs.. all 3. Im lucky to be in a place where i can be myself. I just want all my instincts are budding towards the right womsn.. thats my next goal.. relationship change up the universe of Brett... i can see the direction giver finally
I'm doing good. Istarted to work.. 16 hours a week, plus 6 units in college.The classes in school are great.. work makes me feel good. The combination of work school, new meds and room of my on. I'm ok. I feel good.. i just got of probation.. doing good;
What can I do on this computer.. .i want a game, assistant, music downloader.. all the little things that make a computer personnal
Hey God!! change your shirtWhats with the strategy on scene... my shirt was a mess.. if your going to use us as situations... leave us a tip.. not one in our mouth but in our wallet
crap like playdoewhen God turned me into garbage what was it ? was it some garbage i later found in the trash that i was eating out of and looking for recyclables.. was i even cast aside by myself at least you all know im not garbage,, im shit. literally? are all my...See More »
I want Allah to step down from creation and just inspire me for once.. not to direct me or have others look at me that way.. its always negatron, iI feel so pathetic like im a joke that God put upfor all his creation to mock laugh at and humiliate and since i just sit, i am shit to everyone. challange?
My Owner doesn't love meI wish I'd get traded to a different team.. Nobody here cares about me and I get used like a pede or anti god man.. I feel like ll thesother one eyed cartoons , not loved by their God.. Allah, or alfalfa. .in slavery come o know. Does anyone else...See More »
Today.. so far its greeaatttI dont thin this post leaves the brett square.so tag it and bag it when al of us desire communication.. not free shit, on my shirt. Thats what we get for consuming the devils fire
feel sorry for mei feel like nobody is for me.. just here to take to the point where all i have is God, Jesus is my lawyer
feeling betterMy sanity is coming back and I'm getting over a long run of delusion. I'm sitting around trying to get to that next step. I really need some females in my life to provoke a life im eager to live. Im sleeping better not having the hell of yesteryears...See More »
I really want a girlfriendshould i look overseas.. Being on ssi with schizophrenia and having a troubled history. I want to just have a gal that likes me..I guess I have to put myself in commen spots, walmart, busses, recovery, all over I just must not be appealing to the...See More »
hallaluah.. into the futureLong, timeless looking past the waves into the view a horizon waits When my head is straight I feel like a normal human being. i am scattered into the parts of existance that many strive for. Today its a female I seek. I can't win these time...See More »
Chris the lies goldenkids with more years then their parents and lovers next door they havent knocked yet, will you receive them?
TAKING PILLS TO NOT BE IN HELLiswear schizophrenics have it bad.. its no joke we're disabled.. but look like we're just slow or dim and the hurt we feel when the medication hits cant be surpassed by the ostrification from the church. I understand snd God doesnt .. he didn't ever...See More »
bAD RELIGIONaLL THE WORST THINGS HAVE happend to me. Real negative things.. God doesnt love me and Im on the shit list to go thru hell to hell. it all started back when the darkness overtook my reality. Maybe Allah will justify the christiN LOOKING THROUGH MY...See More »
55 days soberWoke up feeling drugged last night, Kind of scary, but i guess medication adjustments will do that. the world is always after something, getting short changed with having to make the return was oblivious to my needs
prescription to address yesterdayToday.. with the help of medication I can see something outstanding. I can see the breaking of a mold that entrapped my rest of my whole self in a dismal portrait drawn by someone who cared very little and got paid even less. My picture is coming...See More »
What should I do?I'm getting ready for a big day tomorrow. I have blood draws, groups and class. It was something to struggle with being able to take in Recovery with these life challanges schizophrenia brings upon me . Like selling my car for one.. it took some...See More »
Driving today, bus or ebikeI sold my car today. I got into a near collision Friday night and decided it was due to nmy schizophrenia, many close calls lead to death. So what does everyone think? A e bike?
32 days cleanI've really put this last month of sobriety to good use. I moved from a room for rent in a rental that had the new speed running thru it and was 1/2 a block from the liquer store.. That ran its course and a near probation violation and suggestion...See More »
Thinking about how wonderful life isWhatever the process lif has been uplifted around my world this last month and you all here at similar worlds have insighted my life in numerous ways
Im new to posting.. im tryingMy names Brett. I'm 41 and lokking for assurance and kind words of direction in basic comments. My head was a trap, war zone, mind matter in the masses.. I'm a kind sensitive man whos looking to grow hopefully with a higher life meaning for my...See More »
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