TAKING PILLS TO NOT BE IN HELL

It's the hardest disorder I've ever come up on in terms of treatment. It's like the pot of glitter dust from the Mental Disorder fairy got accidentally spilled over you guys. I've seen first-hand how totally this issue can affect and overwhelm people. I know that the neds, while they offer some symptom relief, are far from perfect and often create their own troubles.

Are you angry with your God? Do you sense He doesn't understand what He's visited on you? I'm trying to understand here. No one knows why they're given the burdens they are, except that over time those curdens can become potter's wheels, helping form us into what we were meant to become. You've been asked much on this trip around the Universe; but those tests will amount to something, particularly if you have faith in a God. Sometimes we have to work a garden for months before it bears any fruit. And those trees that stand the tallest in the forest have also seen the most damage and danger.

In your daily life, do what you're supposed to do; routine and habit are important and so is health. I'm hoping you have a therapist, because you should. And if you have religious concerns, take them to your church or an open ear; there are reasons we seek sanctuary.

Best of luck to you. You can do this. I know you don't want to; few of us want to carry the loads we have. But it can make you stronger. Little comfort, I know, but hang in there. There are better days.

I have a hard time understanding you.. but do what you can to take care of yourself. I feel for you. be safe

Sorry you suffer from schitzophrenia. Mental illness is hell. Try Finding a medication that actually works. My sister has schitzophrenia but shes been stable for years due to her medication. Which is strong but it works for her.

You can always turn to internet Christianity I recommend In Touch Ministries with Dr. Charles Stanley, YouTube GateWay Church Pastor Robert Morris, YouTube Pastor Derrik Prince specializes in demon possession, they all helped me overcome my Schizophrenia now I am seated in Heavenly places and I can hear REAL HEAVENLY ANGELS SINGING!!!!! Jesus saved me and continues to lead me all the way to Heaven! Give faith in Jesus a fighting chance and ignore all the demons. And keep taking your medicine

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