sh recovery?, but a new mental illness is here.i havent selfh@rmed in days, but i still have my bl@des and have thoughts of doing it but i try not to, my cuts have turned into scars on my thighs, i rel@psed a few days ago so i have cuts on my wrists/arms but theyre slowly fading so im gonna wait,...See More »
food. bmi 15i finally ate today after a week!! im kinda proud of myself but i feel so guilty. i wish i havent eaten tbh
eating disorder? or just sicknessthese past day i've been really hungry but i didnt want to eat, when i did eat i tried to make myself throw up. whats wrong with me? i've delt with this before, i feel disgusting if i eat something i hate the feeling. is eating gonna make me fatter?.
I don't wanna live anymorei don't feel how I'm supposed to feel aren't people my age supposed to be playing outside and being happy? But all I can do is cry everyday and lay in my bed completely locking myself in my room and house. I barely go outside anymore I've locked...See More »
I need help.I'm thinking about ending it all tonight I feel so lonely and upset I don't know what's wrong with me. I just wanna leave this world everything feels horrible. I really need help but nobody will listen to me at all I help my big brother with his...See More »
I don't wanna be alive anymore.I feel guilty and disgusting I relapsed today I was clean for a month . I feel so shitty I hate it so much, I can't eat or get out of bed anymore. I try to force myself to get out of bed to take my siblings to school and to pick them up but I can't...See More »
