tonight is the night.

ah, i know as a random stranger on the internet, i dont really have any say in this but please don't.. at least the fact you posted this means you want someone to know of your existence, you want someone to be sad about the possibility of you disappearing, whether its a stranger or not. That's normal, i'm sure somewhere deep inside you cling onto some hope.. So please do not let go of that hope, no matter how fragile it is. i cant tell you that life will for sure get better soon, maybe it will get better in weeks, maybe years, it won't be a linear process. You might feel as if no one loves you, as if no one cares about you.. perhaps people in your life have failed you, maybe that thought is true. But it doesn't mean you should give up on yourself or that you are worthless. There's so much more time.. one day you'll die anyways so give life another chance until then. I believe in you!! I believe you can get better so please dont give up just yet ♡♡