sh recovery?, but a new mental illness is here.

i havent selfh@rmed in days, but i still have my bl@des and have thoughts of doing it but i try not to, my cuts have turned into scars on my thighs, i rel@psed a few days ago so i have cuts on my wrists/arms but theyre slowly fading so im gonna wait, im happy ive havent cut but something else bad has been going on, an eating disorder. i forced myself not to eat for days nearly almost a week, i've lost weight and i got skinnier. i cant tell if i have bulima or anorexia i hope i have none and i hope its just a loss of appetite.