Daily dose of puppy love. 🐻BEAR💕 April 26, 2022 July 7, 2022 October 6, 2022 March 9, 2023 March 10/11, 2023 Personality? Too big for his britches, but is secretly a big baby. Emotional rollercoaster. 👹🥺😛 Loves? Cuddles, stealing pillows and making a fort, rough...See More »
Rowdy neighbors...Thinking about setting up an air horn outside their door. When they get the zoomies running in and out of their apartment because they're drunk, it'll sober them up quick. Lol
I enjoy writing and do you have any recommendations on true crime authors?I'm preparing on writing several manuscripts about people just up and vanishing in thin air. I know I can't be the only one who finds it absolutely horrific. How do people not deemed murdered, not officially abducted, but end up missing in cold case...See More »
I think this is it now.It's like running into a brick wall. A dead end. Yet, it's also like seeing a vastness or unreachable depth. In the grand scheme of things I am small. Just another number on the census to tell a government, "Hey, I exist!" But at the same time nobody...See More »
My collection of writings--but wait there's more.Candles lit the parameter of the hall and the hearth blazed with fiery delight. Tonight was the feasts of feast; Warriors, jarls, thanes, and titled adventurers sat around the marble thrown of the King. Every plate was set, every mug was filled, and...See More »
I've finally got a glucose monitor and have been monitoring myself for the past three days.I learned the reason why I've been feeling sick lately. It's surprisingly NOT diabetes but rather the opposite of it and a rare metabolic disorder, nondiabetic reactive hypoglycemia. I found out my mom and grandmother have it. Basically, it's...See More »
Been feeling sick lately but I'm not 100% why...It's to the point I can't eat anything without worrying if I'll feel worse after. All I know is, it's blood sugar related and I'm not really showing the symptoms of being diabetic. I will get a glucose monitor soon though so I can see my sugar levels...See More »
2 am thoughts got me up.I wish I could say I'm happy but there's an emptiness in my chest. I'm just tired...too tired to cry or care. I got a roof over my head, a wife, a doggo that I adore but something doesn't fit. One would say I should be greatful. Though, I've been...See More »
Ive been homeless since the last week of December.Honestly, I've proven to myself I can hit rock bottom pretty hard and still get back up. My mother, being in a different city, is more amazed by my resilience than anything. Still, she worries but it's pretty something when she even admits to tell me...See More »
Holy crap, it's almost my birthday!The 26th is...shoot...I pretty much forgot about it. Ha! I'll be working though, so I guess I might as well celebrate it today before my double shift.
My wife doesn't know a thing...I got a hotel in her hometown because I wanted to spend time with her and get cleaned up from living in my truck for so long (no worries it's temporary until we're able to put down on a home together). Now, she's at work right now and the texts I...See More »
Welp, life as a security guard is pretty interesting so far.Pros: pay is pretty good when the company tells you there's a such thing as unlimited overtime. Training isn't so hard and you got that personal satisfaction of knowing you're making a difference in keeping operations running smooth and safe. Cons:...See More »
Would you or wouldn't you?Would you stay in a warm house but live with people who use you as a doormat (disrespect you behind your back, insult you, take advantage of you, scream at you, treat you like $h!t) or end up living in your car because you deserve to be respected?...See More »
In starting to wonder if i made the right decision.After I lost my job to a fake promise of better work, I immediately headed to Fort Worth to be with a pair of good friends who are twins. They'd give me a roof over my head, food and all, provided I'd help with their 7 month old occasionally. You...See More »
I'm slowly watching things just fall away.Today I missed my car payment...but it's not just that...idk how long this is going to last. Missed payments, credit hits, no job as of yet...I'm also missing my wife very much now, mostly because I know it will be a good while before I can see her...See More »
Shout out to my wife!Not gonna lie, we're both in a tough spot. I know we're gonna make it no matter what or however long. I don't know what she's up to right now, but I'm rooting for her to stay strong and positive through this waiting period. We all make mistakes and...See More »
I love being able to go up to the counter and flirt with the barista.She's my wife but still. Lol It's almost like roleplay in a more romantic way.
It's the small things that makes me fall in love with her. I showed up to her work today so after I can take her on a trip to the coast. She works as a barista at Starbucks, and it just made my day to see this.
3 AM thoughts that keep me up all night...Why the hell do I keep getting acid reflux everyday? I wonder if there's a problem with my health? Also me earlier that day: "Yes I'll have a coffee with mozzarella sticks and extra marinara sauce." The devil is in the details. 😬
Anyone know of a good brand to buy a 12 Gauge?I don't know a whole lot about guns in general, especially when it comes to specs, quality and brands. I do know a 12 gauge is the more typical option for security purposes and home defense, so that's where I'm starting. I'm just a little...See More »
Finally have our honeymoon!!!And it's our first major road trip together!!! We're heading off to Tennessee Tuesday for two weeks!!! Then we'll be heading home to our first house together built to specs to my wife's floorplan drawing. Man,things have finally come together. Of...See More »
Any one know of a good knife brand? I'm trying to find a decent bowie knife for myself. I use to have one that my wife gave me for our first anniversary, but when a**holes broke into my apartment it was stolen. Here's a peek at what mine looked like when I had it. There are knife...See More »
I am so ready to work again.The house is near finished, and while I'll be able to move in with my wife, I still won't start work until after Thanksgiving. I know that's not too far away but I'm the sort that likes to be productive. Otherwise, it just screws with my quality of...See More »
I'm having a mental debate about writing again.I use to post my writings here since I could remember. My original works started with E.P. long before, got a ton of criticism, so I taught myself how to write properly. Now that I'm here, years later, it's been what feels like an eon since I wrote...See More »
