2 am thoughts got me up.

I wish I could say I'm happy but there's an emptiness in my chest. I'm just tired...too tired to cry or care. I got a roof over my head, a wife, a doggo that I adore but something doesn't fit. One would say I should be greatful. Though, I've been getting angrier. I don't like it. I have no patience anymore either. I don't know what's wrong with me anymore. All I know is something isn't right so I feel worse. Just angry at people because of zero tolerance...I guess trauma caught up with me.