In starting to wonder if i made the right decision.
After I lost my job to a fake promise of better work, I immediately headed to Fort Worth to be with a pair of good friends who are twins. They'd give me a roof over my head, food and all, provided I'd help with their 7 month old occasionally. You know, enough to get me on my feet and one of the sisters said she could get me a job at her workplace. So I did move.
Instead, I had to witness and get involved between the "older"(one that was born first) twin and her abusive baby daddy. By that, I became a bodyguard literally throwing myself at them to hold them back from killing each other and a full-time parent to a baby that's not mine. No worries. What are friends for? I helped her move out on a whim to a better place and away from that *sshole.
Yay...
Now, I'm living under someone else's roof (a mutual friend of ours) taking care of my friend and her baby full-time, which isn't so much an issue until I see her for who she really is. Let me explain, just yesterday she got upset at me when the baby lost her pacifier at Walmart. I didn't see it drop, I didn't hear it drop, shit happens. I was pulling the cart from the side because I'm not real tall and it's hard to look over her stroller. Still my fault though. And because of that she has gotten real pissy with me the whole time, and kept picking about it, almost to the point I losing my temper.
Now this morning, the baby had hell to pay when she woke up because she didn't want to eat anything before being put to bed. Irritating, I get it because I had to listen to it. Aye, but it's my fault that baby mama picked her up, baby finally falls asleep on her, then goes to lay her down with only one good hand and one hand with a torn tendon. Why she couldn't just pass the baby to me and let me lay her down? Idk. Still my fault though because she told me it was.
So after the baby fell asleep and she went back to bed, I go take a walk because I need to wake up and expel my irritation/anger. Soon as I get back to the house babymama grills my ass about "doing what I want." Whatever. Baby is asleep, you should be too but instead you came out here with only socks on and getting them wet from the morning dew, and grilling me. [i]My fault.[/i]
As I sit her wondering if I made the right decision, she's talking to her sister complaining how this house doesn't have all the comforts and thinking about going back to her abusive baby daddy for it. Then I came up on the topic, and unfortunately I couldn't hear it. But she's still in a pissy mood bitching how I went ahead and tried to get a job, an overnight one specifically so I can take care of the baby in the day and have a way to pay my debts. Oh and so much more...I've been jobless for about a month now and spent all of my energy helping her and the kiddo..and I'm getting grilled for it.
Instead, I had to witness and get involved between the "older"(one that was born first) twin and her abusive baby daddy. By that, I became a bodyguard literally throwing myself at them to hold them back from killing each other and a full-time parent to a baby that's not mine. No worries. What are friends for? I helped her move out on a whim to a better place and away from that *sshole.
Yay...
Now, I'm living under someone else's roof (a mutual friend of ours) taking care of my friend and her baby full-time, which isn't so much an issue until I see her for who she really is. Let me explain, just yesterday she got upset at me when the baby lost her pacifier at Walmart. I didn't see it drop, I didn't hear it drop, shit happens. I was pulling the cart from the side because I'm not real tall and it's hard to look over her stroller. Still my fault though. And because of that she has gotten real pissy with me the whole time, and kept picking about it, almost to the point I losing my temper.
Now this morning, the baby had hell to pay when she woke up because she didn't want to eat anything before being put to bed. Irritating, I get it because I had to listen to it. Aye, but it's my fault that baby mama picked her up, baby finally falls asleep on her, then goes to lay her down with only one good hand and one hand with a torn tendon. Why she couldn't just pass the baby to me and let me lay her down? Idk. Still my fault though because she told me it was.
So after the baby fell asleep and she went back to bed, I go take a walk because I need to wake up and expel my irritation/anger. Soon as I get back to the house babymama grills my ass about "doing what I want." Whatever. Baby is asleep, you should be too but instead you came out here with only socks on and getting them wet from the morning dew, and grilling me. [i]My fault.[/i]
As I sit her wondering if I made the right decision, she's talking to her sister complaining how this house doesn't have all the comforts and thinking about going back to her abusive baby daddy for it. Then I came up on the topic, and unfortunately I couldn't hear it. But she's still in a pissy mood bitching how I went ahead and tried to get a job, an overnight one specifically so I can take care of the baby in the day and have a way to pay my debts. Oh and so much more...I've been jobless for about a month now and spent all of my energy helping her and the kiddo..and I'm getting grilled for it.
