I am a New Member at Similar WorldsHi, I'm new here. Formerly from EP, still use the same username. Nice to meet all of you! :D
I Feel Like DyingI read again at a conversation of a private messages at my local forum & I'm so embarrassed at myself. The guy I talked with, he asked everything & I answered everything. I hate that I'm too naive, honest & dumb. I told him everything about my life... See More »
I Don't Deserve This FriendshipI never bother my real life friends because I know they always busy with their own lives. I don't open up anymore, I just shut down. I wrote all my worries online. Yesterday, I got a fight with my sister as usual. I got a mental breakdown & I cried... See More »
I Don't Wanna Beg For What I NeedMy parents taught me not to beg but I don't know who else I can ask for help. Anything I want to do, their only reason is it's too far away. It's hard to find a new job right now & I really need the money. I really need to go to the 10th... See More »
I Lost a FriendshipShe ended our friendship just because she can't stand me being incredible naive. I don't know if she understand me or she thought differently from the words I wrote. 10 years of friendship end like that. She's the first online friend I met in real... See More »
I Develop Inconvenient CrushesFirst day on-the-job training at the cafe, I felt awkward because I wore formal outfit & the rest of the staff wore casual outfit. I sit far from the rest & the manager called me to sit closer. A tall guy helped me carried my chair closer & I sit... See More »
SadI quit my job but I kept dreaming about my crush... He already go back to his girlfriend, like wtf gurl wake up @_@;;
I Have a Not So Secret Admirer3 male colleagues stares at me that way... the way all the other secret admirers does... eyes all sparkly & happy... I knew I have secret admirers when they look so happy to talk to me & I can feel their love overflowing at me... I hate that I'm too... See More »
I Am Starting To Hate My ColleagueStarted to work at a cafe this month. The manager asked my help to whip the cream for the cold drinks so I did. After that, the bartender mock the way I whipped the cream. Too slow, no strength. Yesterday, while I was moping the floor. The supervisor... See More »
I Have A Weird PhobiaI'm afraid the picture of fish but I can eat fish like normal. I just really don't like the picture. My mom put a fish encyclopedia on the staircase for years (all the bookcase is full), every time I go up & down the stairs, the huge big eyes of the... See More »
I Think I Was Created to Be Alone ForeverBorn into a large family, being the second youngest. Of course I'm the quiet one. The rest of my family is so outgoing. When I was abandoned by my mom when I was 6, I knew I will always be forever alone. My sisters don't want to hang out with me, I... See More »
I Don't Like The Sound Of My VoiceGrowing up, I don't understand why people like to mock the way I talk. So, I changed it a bit but people still mock me. One day, finally I got to record my voice & hear it back myself. I was so shocked that I sounded like 6 years old girl. No wonder... See More »
I Am Sick Of Making The Same Mistake Over And Over AgainI used to have a very good memory. But my brain remembers everything except my mistakes. I'm prone to repeat my mistakes again & again. My sisters are very upset, they just done with me. Doesn't care about me anymore. It also the source of all... See More »
I Am Not a Tomboy But Not a Girly GirlI'm a girly girl who likes all the girly stuffs but grew up with my 2 brothers. I love computer & video games so much. People thought I was weird. Girls doesn't like me, I don't know why. Guys usually turn on when they knew I'm a gamer, tried to... See More »
Need some opinionsI chat with a few men in EP & they called me dear, baby & put xx in their messages. Is it just me or they sounds like an online predators? :(
I Hate Being Told Not to Cry, Or to Stop CryingIn my childhood, I cry easily. My mom hate it, she told me to stop crying. Crying is only for babies. I'm not a baby anymore. I know the way she said that to make me independent & grow up. But it didn't help at all. I grew up I never cry in front of... See More »
I Have A Pathological Liar For A MotherShe did that several times when I was young, I didn't think it was serious. Now, she lied to my psychiatrist in front of my face that I don't want to go out of my house. She's the one who won't let me go out alone. Today, she lied to her friend in... See More »
I Believe Age Doesnt Define MaturityAge Doesn't Matter... Ever since at the very young age, I realized that I have a mind of 30 years old woman inside of me. I understand most of adults things around me. I cried watching a TV drama because I understand the... See More »
