I Don't Like The Sound Of My Voice

Growing up, I don't understand why people like to mock the way I talk. So, I changed it a bit but people still mock me. One day, finally I got to record my voice & hear it back myself. I was so shocked that I sounded like 6 years old girl. No wonder people kept mock my voice. I hate my voice ever since. Finally, I found out an info that girl who was molested as a child, their voice never change and I'm one of them. People never respect me & never take me seriously. :(