Student. Becoming Homeless. Next Step?So, I'm 23 years old, and got accepted in a PhD program. I was originally going to commute from home. I had been living with my parents. Woke up this morning, got in an argument. Vomited from the stress. Got in another argument, and pretty much been... See More »
Didn't Sleep. Feel Kinda dead [I Lack Sleep]Didn't sleep last night. I'm so exhausted. Don't really feel like existing right now.
Dreaming of SleepingI recently had a dream that my favorite artist decided to visit my home. I have a piano next to my bed and he sat on the bench and played his music. I lied down on the bed and fell asleep. When I woke up in real life, all I could really think about... See More »
Borders on FriendshipsSometimes, I just want to talk to people. I want to make a ton of friends. On the other hand, I also have trust issues, and I'm a ball of anxiety and trauma.
A quote that lingers [I Quote]“I’m tired of it,” Noah said. “Tired of what?” Gansey asked, voice kind. “Decaying.” -The Raven Cycle
Feeling Out of It and DrunkI sleep too much or too little. It can be days, or months of a zombie state where days blur together. Time is nonexistent. Asleep so many days my body feels heavy and melting into the bed. Other days, I can't sleep no matter what. I can drink down a... See More »
Midnight CravingsFuuuu.... It's almost 1a.m and I'm hungry 😭 I'm trying so hard not to get a midnight snack, but my stomach is making the rumblies. Ah, tea....tea is good.
I Battle DepressionSometimes, I take a seat outside during sunsets. I take a moment to feel nothing and let all my muscles relax. Forget about the world for a few seconds and watch the colors bleed across the sky. Take a drag from a cigarette and snuff it out under my... See More »
I Battle DepressionI think most days, I'm okay, but, I've never really been fine. There's just always this feeling of being on the verge of something like I've been staring into the abyss for so long I can no longer identify myself from it. So I'm okay...but I'm not... See More »
I Must Have Music In My LifeMusical Comedy https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xgejDl0vCsU&list=RDMMAzEBH6DZJVk&index=11
I Write PoetryA brooding urge, the world parasitic, burrowing into the crook of my shoulder, like liquid toxin coursing in my veins, infectious and undesirable, like botox forces a stiff smile As I hear a snap in the dark recesses of my mind So I laugh and I... See More »
