Past traumaI've had my share of friends and family who have pushed me aside because I tried to be the good person in their lives, but they were so used to being mistreated in their past that they kept gravitating towards those types rather than those that... (...)
Why is my perspective on life so different than other peoples?Supernatural healings, Hearing Angels singing, cat's talking??? Like seriously??? I know I have schizoaffective disorder but these are my real life experiences, like nobody else's....I am so different I don't know what to do with myself...Should I... (...)
Effing up the recipe... :D :D :D That last cookie disappeared because there are NO ingredients on the shelves, and if there WERE ingredients on the shelves...only the wealthy could afford them.
Partner tried hanging out with another woman?It feels pointless to post about this; I'm tired of arguing and attempting to clarify by already clear boundaries. Yesterday, I found a message he sent to another woman he went on a date with, many years ago. He claims that he was inviting her to... (...)
I am having a productive dayWent through some things I no longer need and now the back of my car is full of stuff ready to go for donation, feels good! ☺
Unique storyI have a uniqe such story if someone wants to hear about it, but i dont want to post it here publicly coz some poeple might make fun of it. if you want to read it, please sent me a message :) .
CPR & AED trainingJust got done with it!!! & I passed!!!!!!! :3 I'm gonna get my certificate sometime this week!! so glad to get that done with lol.
What fruit do you have the most.?For just now I like watermelon. Strawberries in summer sometimes. Oranges and normal melons are okay too. I used to like tinned peaches but they go down my back so stopped having them.
About Moving teamsI want to move to a new project and i would like to move from my current team but i am not sure if i should ask my manager about it
My dad's belongings.I finally donated my late father's bag of clothing, shoes and other personal belongings of his that I kept. The clothes have his scent. I got a lil emotional in the morning today I'm still emotionally attached to these things because I didn't get to... (...)
Need to VentI just got yelled at by my mom and I don't understand why. For some context Im the middle child and Im currently looking for a job because I didn't want to attend university like my older sister did. Im still living with my mother and siblings. So... (...)
Just dropping in yall🌻💛To shower yall with some loves and hugs hope yalls Monday aint been too rough unless thats the way yall like it 😂💛🌻🫂
First day of vacationI'm cleaning out closests and donating all of it to a Native American reservation in South Dakota. It is one of the poorest counties, if not THE poorest, in the country. They are in need of winter clothing.... I send them winter clothing and warm... (...)
The man who knew too much… During a strange interview in 2018 that included mentions of multiple conspiracy theories, shooting suspect Jonathan Oddi told investigators that he had been a slave for Sean “P. Diddy” Combs during the rapper’s relationship with Cassie. Despite... (...)
Honestly why am I like this‼I have such an overwhelming need for everything I know to have a deeper meaning to the point I’ll literally Psychoanalyse the people around me and in the media I consume. I desire so badly to have a meaning that I find a meaning within every thing... (...)
Public Figures? All I see here are posts about Donald Trump!Why is everyone here talking about Donald Trump, as though he's the only person of importance right now on planet Earth? I'll be so happy when the sham US election is over. Maybe then we'll finally get some relief from all this crap about the... (...)
In this Day of Rest , Lord's day , day of Sabbath .. What have .Id like to throw out a few blessings , hail mary's , what have you , to all the priests , ministers , monks , religious leaders , men or women of the cloth, lurking about In the inner sanctum , cavities , what have you as a gentle reminder to... (...)
Holy moly... I almost forgot I had this account!I am an EP veteran, joined SW in the first month of its creation (I remember I was thrilled when a member I kept in touch with from EP told me about this website).... and then I lost this account and made another (in 2018). And completely forgot... (...)
There is one thing I hateThats guilt. Sometimes I wish I didn't believe because then I could avoid that feeling.. The feeling of having to be perfect. To not do anything that is considered sinful. In fact it has got to the point wherein I've had enough of it. Where I just... (...)
I’m an emotional eaterI have an addiction to food and I use it to cope with being depressed and also to cope with trauma. Today I have eaten all day in bed with snacks next to my bed. I put on 4 pounds
Autumnal equinox Watching the leaves fall and reflecting on everything that was And welcoming in the dark half of the year and all it may bring
I worry too muchAbout people liking me. I've done that for my entire life. It's exhausting. I've tried not to care, but my mind drifts back to, will they like me if I do or say that? Its almost an addiction that I can't stop.
am i wrong for being upset over this??the guy i had vented abt before came back to me, we were doing really good these last 12 almost 14 days (two weeks) n js today he told me that 4 days ago he accidentally kissed his new female friend. so i had asked him if he could stop being friends... (...)
My mother in law called me To tell me her Husband is gone on a fishing trip and will be gone for 3-4 days, she was so ecstatic she invited me for lunch. I know what she really means.
What are you up to today? Went grocery shopping in the morning and then been trying on new stuff I bought yesterday. The real question is why can’t my skin look like this all the time?😩