I keep on crying and crying, it's just is, sometimes, the tap is opening and it needs to empty. I am emptying.
I went to the beach. Then I had to go to the accountant to sign for the job I am leaving.
I made some food now and staying in.
Every separation is activating the Big Separation and that is why the tears, also the tiredness, the false things, the unfulfilled expectations, the longings, all clearing out,
in perfect sync with the full moon,
and perhaps the arrival of my period in sometime sooner or later.
On another note, I worked on a new painting commission and I put the first colors on the canvas. I am making a messy mandala. yes.
I made some food now and staying in.
Every separation is activating the Big Separation and that is why the tears, also the tiredness, the false things, the unfulfilled expectations, the longings, all clearing out,
in perfect sync with the full moon,
and perhaps the arrival of my period in sometime sooner or later.
On another note, I worked on a new painting commission and I put the first colors on the canvas. I am making a messy mandala. yes.
