Life updateHi guys! Sorry I haven’t been on much I’ve working anywhere from 60 to 78 hours a week these last few months But now it is time for my break and this time tomorrow I will be over the pacific on my way to Tokyo! Hope you’ve all been doing well
A Selfish ReliefAs much as both of their deaths hurt.... part of me is relieved. Relieved that I will never see them go through Parkinson's, or Dementia, or Alzheimer's, or a car accident. It's done and it's over. I don't have to go to any more family events... (...)
I can hear Heavenly music right now....Every day I think to myself I am blessed, and it brings me the fragrance of Life...Every day I think to myself I am saved, and it also brings me the fragrance of Life!!! Plus I can hear Heavenly music!!! Thank You Jesus Christ!!! For everything!!
You didn’t really care about me.I was just someone convenient, someone who gave without asking for anything in return. I showed up for you, wholeheartedly. I gave you my time, my energy, my support. But in the end, all I got was a thank you — and not even one that felt genuine.... (...)
If you give it a ponderEvery single decision you've ever made in the span of your life thus far, ...Right Now. Has led you to me. Muuuhaha

Every single day with the nausea, pain and anxiety...I don't really talk about having cptsd and fibromyalgia. It's all hidden and dealt with so I can appear suitable for normal life. But truth is I'm not. I share how I feel here, this is my only place to talk. Therapy never helped. Meds made it... (...)
An observation certainlyBut might I expound that, sexuality reserved men are the best. Respectfully on point. Won't steal a kiss or get all inappropriately touchy feely. But grant them consent and ..well ..my ..my .



Reminiscent of a village not far off called: Poundt... (...)
Discovering my own happiness! I had a good visit with my therapist today. I treated myself to lunch at a nice outside cafe. I'm home now but it's just so pretty so I'm sitting outside listening to all nature has to offer. My neighbors will start trickling in soon but now... (...)
Got a deduction to my salary.Got a message from HR saying I didn’t tap out last week. Yeah, we use those card scanners to check in and out, and if you don’t tap out — even if you tapped in — you won’t get paid for that day. That sucks of course, but that’s not even my main... (...)
Summer Wakes in a Room of Mirrors She slips in sideways— through a crack in the curtain, all elbows and eyelashes, smelling of nettles and nectarines. The clocks forget themselves. Time hangs like a wasp in a jar. Barefoot, she tiptoes over the backs of foxes and leaves teardrops i... (...)
It's been interesting.Last few days .. I've reposted some of mah' cray cray from three years ago ....just to see if reactions change. I initially joined Similar Worlds in 22 as a study for a doctorial thesis. Added to that ,some though I was a former user. That was... (...)
The struggle is real!I still have two, maybe three spots to fill with people I assist at home. But until then, I have to take on a part time job. Had an interview today so wish me luck!

