choosing me and my daughter.

my baby daddy has been blowing me uppp trying to get me and my daughter to come back, and honestly, i’m about to block him because i’m so tired of hearing it. i’m tired of being made to feel guilty for ignoring him, for not letting him see his daughter, and for choosing to protect my peace.

but i knowwwwww that telling the woman you’re supposed to love, your partner, and the mother of your child that you’re going to “bust her in the mouth,” “bust a beer bottle over her head,” “shove a broken glass cup down her throat,” or “throw an iphone at her head” is not love.

that is abuse.

love does not come with threats. love does not come with intimidation. love does not make you feel unsafe in your own relationship. love does not make you constantly question whether you’re overreacting for being scared or hurt.

i don’t deserve that. and kinsie definitely doesn’t deserve to be around it.
so no, i’m not coming back.

i left for a reason. i chose myself and my daughter for a reason. and no amount of guilt, begging, apologies, or promises is going to change the fact that i know what happened, i know how i was treated, and i know why i left.

i will not go back. 💔