I accept it but I am not sure I understandWhile discussing my life, someone asked me, "well what would you have wanted your childhood to be?" Parents, mostly. A mom and a dad, in love and married, taking care of their kids together. Of course I had parents. But, my dad abused my mom... (...)
I'm really not sure if this therapist is the right one for me?I sometimes feel like my therapist talks more about herself than she should. I'm trying to stick 3 months with it, because I'm kind of a person who doesn't always give things a chance. I don't even know how to say this without sounding bad, but I... (...)
Haven't written in a long time and I can't sleepHeads aflame, She immolates my darker shades Forest fires in oil paint Chromatosed in vacant space Black hole in a sequoia vase Yin and Yang, Anathemas in gilded pane Casted bird with plaster wings Syncopated states of sun and rain
I've been sleepingSo every night this week I have been able to fall asleep. I don't sleep long usually a few hours but I haven't been up for 2 or 3 nights like in the past. It feels so good to not be exhausted all the time. I haven't had brain fog in a while... (...)
It is getting better...I am successfully letting go of them. my heart doesn't feel as heavy thinking they won't talk to me again. i don't feel as anxious waiting for a new message to come in. I'm still checking just in case something came up and i didn't see, but i don't... (...)
Update on a few thingsSo I took our youngest boy to the doctor and they did a eye and ear test.. his eyes look healthy he's just jinxed with bad eyesight probably got it for me. So we have an appointment to get him glasses next week. His left ear is a little different... (...)
CPR for the whole familySo tonight we had deli sandwiches and pasta salad for dinner then the real fun started. We had a family CPR class. Joel was able to test out and get recertified because he already knew what to do. I'm glad because I know he was in pain because... (...)
No Kings-Just A Fringe Movement? For those of you who think that “No Kings” is a fringe movement, here’s a map of the rallies scheduled for October 25th. Go to nokings.org to find a rally near you.
Who else is fed up.of documentaries on Megan and Harry?There's now going to be one coming on channel 5 here in the UK: Harry & Meghan: Royal Hypocrites? tells their epic story, asks if there are gaps between their public statements and their actions, explores whether they hold consistent views and asks... (...)
He wants children but I dontWe are married for 6 yrs now. I dont want to have a baby but he is insisiting. Becoming a mother is something I never wished for... what can I do? Im afraid he might say yrs later that I deprived him of being a father...I dont want that...
It amazes meWhat people will tell a complete stranger over the phone just because you are an insurance agent. There are things I really don't need to know to help you get a plan.
Celebrating my day off tomorrowTonight I'm having sliced rump steak in butter, thyme and garlic, roasted sweet potato, blueberries, avocado and eggs 😁 with black coffee ✌
Leg Three - misc pictures I just download these from my camera. Different places - Yellowstone, Bryce, Zion. What looks like colored rock is petrified wood. Found a large yellow jacket nest on the trail too.
I wish people especially woman had more self-esteem. It's really sad to see people destroy themselves or their relationship because they can't emotionally love themselves. I don't like many things about myself but in general I'm happy with the person I am inside and out.I just wish more people... (...)
I just need a hug.Today has been such a sh*te day. I cried for the first time in weeks and not even the proper tears the ones that reach the surface but end up hurting your head more. I'm feeling so low my mum called to see if I ate dinner I literally just had a tin... (...)
💔 Love should never leave bruises, only peace.💔💔Today, I took one of the hardest steps of my life. I went to court to apply for a protection order against my husband. It wasn’t an act of anger, but of survival. After years of emotional abuse and last night that turned violent, I finally... (...)
i lost 100 lbsI walked for an hour daily, ate salads, and lost 100 lbs! It's a miracle, and I know you can do it too! Have faith! <3